May I Love You? Vkook

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Author's pov

When taehyung whispers that sentence Jungkook shook his head and said,

"If you want then we will do it. But first I want to say something. Will you let me do that? "Taehyung himself felt like nodding his head.

"Jaemin," he paused and made Taehyung look directly into his eyes.

"He's not like this to me when we were doing our degrees. Jiwoon and jaemin were besties then. Jae used to try me like everyone else. But you know he just— he just wasn't my taste." Taehyung hummed while playing with his fingers.

"One day I don't know when exactly– I accidentally slept with that kinky thing. That's what he claims. Jiwoon also stood by his side— I was drunk. I don't know but I don't believe them. Trust me I regret everything–"Taehyung hummed again. Jungkook doesn't know how to make other believe him.

He knows he made taehyung like this.

"It's okay kook, I can understand. Jiwoon and you were like a perfect couple when we were doing our degrees. Everyone wanted to be like that. Jungkook's taste and jiwoon 's taste comparatively same. I used to watch your happy smile with jiwoon." 'which you never had with me till now' the last part was only to hear for taehyung.

Taehyung believes that he ruined Jungkook's happiness— the guy always wanted to become independent without using his father's Money, he wanted to become famous without using his father's name. He wanted to earn.

And what happened? Kim Taehyung who's love obsession ruined everything.

That is what Taehyung claims. Accusing himself for ruining someone's life which he doesn't deserve in all of his life. Taehyung owes his everything to Jungkook Because he's the core cause of Jungkook's dream crunched down…. because of his love– no obsession.

When Mr Jeon, the father-like figure to Taehyung gave the love and care which he didn't have in his life when his parents left him in this cruel world. Mr Jeon always made sure that taehyung is getting every essential including love and protection.

Taehyung was beyond happy when he found the gem, Mr Jeon, his uncle. Taehyung didn't have any support or heartwarming pat on his shoulders whenever he got the highest mark in his studies. Only his own uncle who's illiterate and greedy always wanted to make taehyung pay every single penny which he used to raise taehyung.

No one said, " Taehyung, I'm proud of you." He really misses his family. He doesn't even have any memories with them but with Mr Jeon. That man was the source of fatherly love and care for Taehyung. Jeon always pet taehyung's head and says he is lucky to have a perfect son like taehyung.

Oh he really misses his Jeon uncle.

When he was breathing his last breaths in the hospital room, the casualty ward, Taehyung was shivering to his core– he didn't want to leave his uncle. He deserves to live more.

His last words were shattering taehyung's heart whenever he remembered it. When the iv connected right hand of jeon's held by taehyung, the old man looked so worry yet happy that he can finally close his eyes forever with the calm mind that

Taehyung will take care of everything including his Little boy, Jeon Jungkook.

Taehyung cried to death when uncle Jeon 's death occurred, he was still praying to God that don't take the little happiness away from him. He only had uncle Jeon as his father, he wanted to give the older Jeon everything as a son. That time Taehyung and Jungkook were already married. But Mr Jeon had his taehyung throughout his death.

Taehyung used to show every single thing to his uncle Jeon. Now what will he do? Who will help him? Who will pet his head? Who will say that he's proud of him? No one literally no one.