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Jimin Politics: How do you create a monster?

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What you are reading now, Father, is my diary that I hid from you for two years

And I put all my feelings towards you and Jungkook, whom I loved, and all my thoughts that I always didn't love.

What you are reading now, Father, is my heart open to you

What I don't know is whether you were playing with his feelings or intentionally tearing him apart...

I hope you understand what is written in the memo, as you have never understood me.

But, father... before you read the first pages

I hope you know.

I love you.. even after you killed my soul is in your hands, alive...

- Who is Jimin?

It was a very beautiful day after I completed my fifteenth birthday, and I was happily embraced by my father.

I felt sad that my mother was not with me today, like every year. My father never told me about her and used to say that he would only tell me when I grew up.

I used to feel sad when I saw everyone having a mother to embrace them

And I was really wondering...

If I had a mother would she love me?

I still do not feel that my father loves me.

“Happy birthday, dear papa!”

I hugged my father tightly

He doesn't hug me much...

Only the housemaids and my father's friends stand around my birthday table

I don't have any friends...

Because my father told me that friends are snakes

And they all hate me because I am the son of a big, successful person

But my father was very contradictory

He was telling me why I am alone and do not have anyone in my life with me?

This is so contradictory...

My father was hugging me and telling me to talk...

But I found it difficult to talk and how to express my feelings

“Jimin, thank Mr. Jung for his gift.”

I tried to say or speak something, but I couldn't

I just.. I couldn't.

Dad Ho came forward to shake Mr. Jung's hand

“I'm sorry, Jiminy is so shy

“Never mind, Mr. Yoongi. I wish him happy years.”