How do you make a complex son ? | √

-I'm not like you

Everything was fine until a short period of time...everything was going and passing, no matter how many internal conflicts and wars it went through.

During that period, I did not talk to my father much...and this was comforting for me

But what was terrifying me were his few words...which could kill me for years from the moment they were said

He couldn't leave me for even one day without throwing his toxic talk at me

My father used to quarrel with me, hurt me, and say everything he had to say, then he would leave me and go to work and honor his friends. Hours and days would pass while I was still in my place... trying to collect everything that he had broken and destroyed inside me.

Everything was the same...

Only one thing.

I started to feel that I have some feelings for someone, but my biggest problem is... I don't know what kind of feelings these are

I love sitting with her

I would love to spend as much time with him as possible, away from my father

I relax when he puts his hands on my hair

I love to put my head on his arm and sleep for a while!!

But I'm ashamed to share what's inside me with someone...

I don't understand what I'm going through

I don't understand anything. I don't understand what's happening inside me

But I just love being with Jungkook

He doesn't hurt me like my father does. Isn't that justification enough to make me comfortable staying with him!!?

But I'm tired of one thing... Jungkook sometimes does strange... and illogical things

But no matter how long it takes

At least not like my father.

Everything in my body trembled when the door to my room was violently opened, and I could do nothing but throw the note under the bed as quickly as possible.

"M. What's happening?"

I screamed, and the shivers still ran through me. My father seemed angry. This is not a good thing

I kept thinking about what I had done. What did I do to make him angry? What did I do?

I go to school... I study... I don't sit in the room much...

I don't check my phone...

What did I do? What did I do?

"Jimin!! What did you do with your school math teacher!?"

NO..

Why does God hate me so much... “No, I didn’t do anything, Father

He keeps criticizing me and making fun of me in class. "I complained to the manager"