at the beginning, it was sweet
thenkind of love you would see on tv
we burned out though
our fire was never too strong
but somehow you kept me going
sucks to say goodbyeI have a need to feel beautiful for you
blonde hair red dress tied up for you
starving for months
all for that night
when you fatefully didnt show up
im not usually angry
but my hopes were high
its too late for both of us
our clocks run out
just like you at the party
you didnt care enough aboutmonths went by
you name on my mind
but I think abour different now
if you walked in would
you like what you saw
am I too annoying
do I piss you off
and I know im scared
but you were too
my lips met your
more than a few times
so why dont I see you anymoreyou didnt meet my mom
the feeling I used to have,
its all gone
I try to break free
but there you are
6 feet infront of me
pissing me off
show the fuck up
I didnt cheat
but I wish I did
so you could
like me
the girl who never lived
YOU ARE READING
new beginnings
Poetrydreams dreamt, thoughts float, in this collection I open my heart judgement is not warrented in a world likr ours, love seems to get caught in the web we weave enjoy please, that is all I ask, to new beginnings and a farewell to the past