delusional <3

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i try i try i try
nothings ever right
why wont you just love me
you dont even want my body
is it me?
im sorry
i forget i forget i forget
all those words you never said
know im lying in bed
making up stories in my head
holding to the moments
I pretend to forget
not being real, im dead
head over heels, bent
humiliated and alone
why wont you fucking call my phone
trying so hard to forget
im just obsessed
delusional and depressed
honestly I could care less
but its fun playing a game like chess
you move, I move, whos next
just get outta my head
its you im trying to forget

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