𝓹𝓸𝓮𝓽𝓻𝔂

𝓶𝓪𝓵𝓮 𝓯𝓪𝓷𝓽𝓪𝓼𝔂.

   𝓶𝓪𝓵𝓮 𝓯𝓪𝓷𝓽𝓪𝓼𝔂.
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they say "when trust is broken, it can never be fixed,"
but how come i'm using makeshift stitches and your past, counterfeit sweet nothings to repair the damage you caused?
how come i'm doing all while carrying the deadweight of unnecessary guilt caused by your treatment on my back?
all while believing i'm the one to blame for what you did?
all while fighting to convince myself i loathe the thought of you?

no, you can't take me back, nor the words you said to me, and about me.
for if your goal was to destroy me mentally, congratulations, you've met it.
all the times you contradicted your own words, left me feeling defeated, you did all without remorse.

i've fought to rid my mind of you, positively and negatively, but it just won't work.
i absolutely hate your voice, though it's music to my ears.
i hate your looks, but they're never off my mind.
i hate you, but really i don't.
i know i should but i could never hate you.