𝓹𝓸𝓮𝓽𝓻𝔂

𝔀𝓱𝔂 𝓭𝓸 𝓲/𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓮𝓿𝓮𝓷 𝓬𝓪𝓻𝓮?

            𝔀𝓱𝔂 𝓭𝓸 𝓲/𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓮𝓿𝓮𝓷 𝓬𝓪𝓻𝓮?
   (𝘣𝘢𝘴𝘦𝘥 𝘰𝘧𝘧 𝘰𝘧 "𝘦𝘹𝘪𝘭𝘦" 𝘣𝘺 𝘵𝘢𝘺𝘭𝘰𝘳 𝘴𝘸𝘪𝘧𝘵 𝘧𝘵. 𝘣𝘰𝘯 𝘪𝘷𝘦𝘳)
                ︵‿︵‿୨♡୧‿︵‿︵
                        𝘔𝘢𝘭𝘦 𝘗𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘝𝘪𝘦𝘸
                 ︵‿︵‿୨♡୧‿︵‿︵
i've noticed the changes between you and him, and you and me.
for which the forced laughter and still standing of your body, never occurred with us.
us; what meant the world to me.
me. not you.

the way you packed up and left in what felt like five minutes,
all to just regret what you had, and mistakenly start over with another.
it'd be different if you gave me signs, or at least went off with someone better.
however, you're wasting your time with a guy like him.

i've watched this play out too many times before,
in which one is left broken, and the other is unbothered.
they'll act like they don't care, and leave without warning,
just like you did to me.

the amount of tears i've cried will never amount to the time i put into us.
sure, things weren't always the smoothest between us,
but how come i was left with the rocky side of it all.
hell, why do i even care?
                  ︵‿︵‿୨♡୧‿︵‿︵
                       𝘍𝘦𝘮𝘢𝘭𝘦 𝘗𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘝𝘪𝘦𝘸
                  ︵‿︵‿୨♡୧‿︵‿︵
why do you even care?
what i do with him is what i do with him.
no amount of jealously or words of nostalgia can change my mind,
my decision is made, and i'm far more than moved on.
you ought' to try it as well, and try out with someone new.

i've seen you stare viciously at my new lover and the excessive amount of envy and fury irks me,
for how you believe your actions never affected anyone else,
this isn't all my fault, you know?
you shall not live with impunity.

i may've messed up, however that doesn't mean you're innocent.
the miscommunication between us was far more than either of us could handle.
the signs i gave, you never saw,
you never heard me out.

the amount of time i put into us is time i can never get back,
time i don't want back.
in which i did what i believed is best for the both of us.
i left, for us.