life support

I

Kinn pov

I stood next to kim as we watched tankhun inside the hospital room hooked up to all the tubes
When he pushed me, he aimed a bit higher and then shot papa in the head
Meanwhile papa had the Gun settled to where multiple bullets come out at once and tankhun got shot a couple times before falling

I took a glance at Kim when I heard him sniffle a little and put his head down
I want to comfort him but after everything that just went down, I doubt he would want me to
I almost reached out to put a hand on his shoulders but then took it back

I heard footsteps coming from behind and turned to see vegas coming our way with Macau
Both of them had cold hard eyes when looking at me but then when they look at Kim, their eyes soften

Macau steps forward to hug kim who completely broke down
I turned away, keeping my tears in place

"We're taking kim with us, he is staying with us" I heard vegas speak in a stern tone with that hard cold eyes
I frowned "you can't just take kim" I spoke, then I felt a punch on my shoulder
Rubbing my arms, I look to see that kim had came out of Macau's arms and look at me with a cold glare "YOU DID THIS, IT SHOULDVE BEEN YOU, YOU ARE NOT MY BROTHER, I NEVER WANT TO SEE YOU AGAIN"
he yells as he punches my chests over and over with the punches getting weaker and weaker as he cries

"Kim-" I tried speaking but vegas beats me to it "cau, take him back to the car, I'll be there in a bit" he commands to which macau nods and leads kim away

"Vegas-" I look at him pleadenly but he stops me with his hand raised "we told you multiple times, but you didn't heed our warnings and chose to stay loyal to uncle and now our eldest bro is on life support kinn, if he dies-" vegas took a breath to collect himself before continuing "if he dies, you are no longer my cousin, you are no longer Kim's brother, cause after tankhun he has no family" he forcibly spoke out

I felt tears coming but held them back "what If he makes it vegas then what, im still banished from the family or what"
Vegas scoffed "well thats just up to tankhun by then"

I sighed then poked his chest "what makes you think you're better huh, you were also loyal to your pa up to his last breath"
Vegas scoffed "YEA BUT AT LEAST HE WASN'T MY FIRST PRIORITY KINN.... MACAU WAS... HE WAS MY FIRST PRIORITY, HE IS WHO I NEEDED TO PROTECT THE MOST AND I WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR HIM MEANWHILE YOU, YOU FAILED YOUR BROTHERS, YOU FAILED US.... YOU FAILED TANKHUN AND NOW HE'S ON THE THIN LINE BETWEEN LIFE AND DEATH" vegas angerly shouted

I felt my cheeks becoming wet now as vegas continued his rant
"You better hope that If tankhun survive, he would still forgive you.. after all remember the last thing you said to him" he smirked

I look down knowing very well what he meant
Vegas scoffed as he shook his head then sniffles as he turns away "I'll help you with uncle's funeral but you are not to help me with my father's"
I nodded as I listened

As he walks past me, he shoved his shoulders into mine to nudge me away so he can see inside tankhun's hospital room
"For your sake, I really hope he survives, but if it takes his death for you to learn what you done,  loyaling like a dog for uncle korn, then so be it" Vegas sighs as he turned to glare at me one last time before walking away

I squeezed my eyes shut as tears fall some more
I let myself fall back onto the wall and bent down to the ground sobbing

What can be worst than this, I wondered

Then I heard footsteps coming my way once more
I look up to see Porsche frowning at me
I quickly look back at the floor

"Kinn Anakinn theerapanyakun, are you seriously being pathetic like this, if you had let me and vegas shoot korn from the beginning before tankhun showed up then he wouldn't be in there"

I hiccuped "Porsche not now"
Porsche scoffs "I heard, what vegas told you just now and you know , he's right, even when I joined this job , I tried my very hardest to make sure chay was my first priority"

I softly spoke "so what, you're gonna leave me too"
I heard Porsche sighed "not exactly but you better hope you can fix this or else I will leave"

I kept looking at the ground and porsche scoffed "you know with the reputation vegas have, I thought he would be the worst brother to someone, but looks like I was wrong, you should be ashamed of yourself" he scoffed once more before walking away

I put my hands on my face and cried once more

Hia if you can hear me
I'm sorry
Please come back
I'll make it up and I'll do anything
I'm sorry

I wept and wept on the floor not caring that people can be very much staring at me weirdly