life support

XI

Kinns pov

I ran till I reached a room where a guitar was heard singing a familiar tune

I slowly reach the room and pause outside the door when I heard kim sing an familiar song

"I'll watch over you, I'll keep you near,
In the embrace of love, have no fear.
Listen to the rustle of the trees,
Swaying softly in the midnight breeze.
In our cozy nest, snug and warm,
Safe from any worry or harm"

Kim Sang then stop with a smile

I walk in and he looks up to immediately frowns and turns away "what are you doing here" He asked

"We must always follow our nong to comfort them, now that I learned from vegas" I jokes but got nothing out of Kim

I went and sat next to him as we both stare out the window where there was stars in the sky
"Do you think hia would be dreaming while in a coma, I always wonder if he is" Kim spoke as he tilted his head but still stare out the window

I thought about that too, like am I even in hia's dream or am I his nightmare, will I always be the stubborn nong that almost got him killed, will he even forgives me, I thought

"Hia can dream whatever he wants as long as he can still hear our voices" I softly said
Kim grimace "yea that was a scary day for us all, I guess we shouldn't have fought in his room"
I nodded "yeah we shouldn't have"

I look at him "you been picking fights but not just with me, what was that about with Macau hm"

Kim chose to shrug "like I said, when all this happened, you changed but you also changed the way how you treat your brothers and you did that with Macau... your cousin" he looks down

I try to fight a smile but I keep remembering his words, his words that haunts me, the words that are in my very nightmares

I sighed "I'm sorry nong, for everything... you didn't deserve what I did"
Kim waves me off "I was just overreacting, I guess the whole night of the family war just gave me to much adrenaline"
I scoffed "but I deserve that, you were right, it should've been me" I faintly mumble

"It almost was kinn, one of the bullets almost hit you but you somehow managed to dodge it" Kim looks at me with sad eyes, the first expression I ever got from him in a while other than a cold hard gaze

"I almost could've lost both of you, but yet you managed to be okay while tankhun is fighting for his life" He looks down once more, playing with his fingers "I don't think I would've handled both of you in the hospital room" he mumbles

I look at him curiously "were you ever mad at me"
Kim shook his head "no it was anger for pa and uncle but I took it out on you, im sorry" he sheepishly grins

I chuckled and patted his shoulders "I'm sorry too, I promise I'll be a better brother this time around"

"You better because I don't think we can handle another jealous nong episode again" another voice laughs
Me and Kim turned to see vegas and Macau standing by the doorway then walking towards them

I sighed then look at vegas "look veg-" he cuts me off raising his hand
"Macau told me everything, and I told you too, it all depends on whether or not tankhun forgives you too when he wakes up"

I saw Macau nudge vegas who laughs "okay okay and I guess I can forgive you too" He suprisenly smiles

I look at him curiously "really that fast but our fathers pitted us against eachother"

He made a look "dude I saw you spit at my father's urn, it was hilarious, so I guess you gain a little of my respect but not a lot just yet" he assured pointing at me

I nodded understandably

"Glad we can all come to an agreement, group hug" Macau exclaimed as we all groan when he forced us to do a group hug
But I knew that we were all secretly liking it

Then the door burst open startling us and we look at the person coming in

Porsche looks at us eyes wide and frantic "arm just called, tankhun's awake" he blurts out

The four of us looks at him shock n ot knowing what to say

Hia's alive

But will he forgives me