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15

SOOBIN POV:

i moved and shifted in my bed a lot, i couldn't stop musing about something.... about someone.

that someone was definitely beomgyu, a random gorgeous, annoying bratty online friend he had met, he was grateful to finally have friends, his early years hasn't always been the best. His father always had governed soobin around, try to tell him that he wasn't good enough or is a mistake, soobin had tried to make his father pleased, by telling him about his scores or maybe learning a new instrument. It had never worked, his father would always be on he's work or talking to he's clients, he had never experienced a childhood, he got bullied for his looks and voice. He had no friends at all, he gave up on trying at 16, he stopped speaking to everyone and went ghost. And his mother you may think? His mother had got killed when he was 4, soobin never got told what happened, why didn't he get killed? who would kill such a innocent woman? his mother was such a young, kind and astonishing lady she had been loved by the whole street, she helped in churches, to children i need, dog shelters and houses, she gave everyone what she had and she got killed how unfair is that, but as she cared, her husband showed less interest into the lass, she was so strong. Soon her death happened , everyone forgot and now carry on there daily lives.

SOOBIN POV:

soobin tched to the thought of his cold, unloving father how could such one man do that to his own blood, his own son, his own baby the only one he had left, 

soobin sighed and tears had reached to the brim, the salty plump tears, falling to his sensitive red skin, they harshly fell down his skin , making it harder to breath, swallowing himself into the complete darkness, he put his hand onto his soft bedsheets and closed his eyes, he took deep breaths and pinched his skin, voices in his head, " you deserve it"  "mistake" he bawled trying to block them, he grabbed his hair and pulled it, " shut up!" "everyone hates you" " s-shut up!!" he coughed, his nose running, " your annoying" the voices kept going " shut up , shut up, I SAID SHUT UP!" his eyes opening and coughed blood. gasping at his own breath. and sweating, his head pounded and his cheeks sting as he grabbed his phone " what time is it" he had thought still trying to catch his breath.... he had turned the slim line on his phone, a light garling at his eyes ' 2: 55' he had unlocked his phone to message beomgyu, his hand shaking. he tapped on his and beomgyus chats typing out 

gyu 💖

soobin; beommie are you awake?

he waited a couple of seconds until a notification popped up

gyu💖 is typing........

 gyu💖 has sent a chat!

he clicked on the notification ....

cliff hanger 

😂

jokes ill post next chapter in a few hours but sorry for the slow updates mmy mental health is so bad also my ig and tt is gonna be here so

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