Destined To Be... { Boy X Boy } (( Unedited ))

39__ Use it, bitch.

Carlson's pov

"You can all leave now__"

"No, we'll be here till he wakes up Alpha, don't worry about it" Sia cuts in politely. she shuffles closer to Khloe on one of the seats in my room, placing her head meekly on Khloe's wide shoulders.

I shrug, taking my attention away from them as i fight within myself, the powerful pull of the mate bond.

I almost want to groan in faustration at the growing need to hold Kardian close. I need to feel his skin against mine.

But I can't do that to Kardian, he would be so offended and uncomfortable if he was to wake up from his slumber to me touching him in front of our family members. and i desperately don't want to get pushed away, I don't want to get hurt... I don't even want to feel.. but here I am.

"It's okay, Carlson. He's going to be up in no time. it happens" Khloe relays dismissively, her shoulder moving upward slightly.

I frown curiously at her words but choose to ignore it anyway. my eyes solely stuck on Kardian's flawless face. my hands itching to hold his limp ones.

"It happens? this isn't the first time?" Dad inquires curiously.

My skin prickles slightly in irritation at the realization that they are about to start having a conversation.. and with the kind of luck I have, I wouldn't be surprised if it turns out to be a long conversation.

When Kardian turned hysterical in my hold, I had to mindlink dad for help and unfortunately but fortunately for me, he came with the whole family members.

Everest thankfully managed to calm Kardian down until he eventually fell asleep three hours ago. he still ain't up yet.

But I can wait.. I will wait.. I mean, it's not like I have a choice.

Asides that though, Kardian freaking out, has filled me with a great feeling of curiosity.. I have so many questions and I won't rest until they are all answered... by Kardian, of course.

He's mysterious.. I feel like behind all of that sassy font is an interesting male filled with secrets.

I need to know why his eyes glossed over in the most bizarre way, I need to know why he began whimpering, why he began thrashing.. I know I said mean things and being angry doesn't justify my choice of words but I only spoke the truth.. didn't i? it couldn't have hurt him that much.. it couldn't even have hurt him at all.

"No, Kardian is.. sensitive. At random moments, he gets extremely sensitive over random things.. it could be words, actions, whatever the cause may be. but, he's very sensitive" Everest discloses slowly. his words picking my utmost interest.

"Why?" The question tumbles out of my mouth before I could stop it.

"And his sensitivity is born from a long term trauma..." Everest adds, rather ignoring my question.

I frown, displeased.

"What trauma?" I ask again. this time, my eyes conveys my irritation and curiosity.

"It's not my place to talk about it and not my story to share" he shrugs, looking away from me to uncle Roland.

I nod, turning away from him to Kardian again. my breath hitches as I notice the small pout on his plump lips. his brows creases softly then softens themselves again.

He looks... Cute.

Is it just me or has Kardian been this beautiful?

His brows are so full and thick. his features, soft and strong in a way.