Kardian's pov
After a successful therapy, we eagerly pivoted out the hospital and made a beeline to the Bynjamin residence. all the while, thoughts of our first kiss and our therapy session, swarms gingerly in my head and births a bubbling feeling in the pit of my stomach.
I've been trying to put a name to this feeling, this feeling of totallity, nervousness and excitement whenever I'm around Carlson. god, it all seems to be going too fast, but I could care less, because despite my inner turmoil, there's nothing I want more than to kiss him whenever I get the chance.
Okay.. maybe I like him more than a fri... Nah, I ain't like him like that.. I'm just.. I'm just sexually faustrated.
Yes..
Because, I clearly ain't gay, I can't be gay and Carlson ain't gay too.. so that's certain, we are two straight as fuck men who are stuck in the vile clutches of sexual faustration.
I mentally groan and facepalm.
Fuck you, mate awareness.
Once inside our room, I hear the door slam shut behind Carlson and suddenly, two warm arms encased me in a back hug before twirling me around and toward him, he immediately hides his face in the crook of my neck and a raging pleasurable shiver runs down my spine. his lavender and rose scent tickles my nose and invades my senses in the best way possible and I fight to suppress a moan.
"Straightest dick on earth" __ I hear Ace ridicule and snorts amusingly "Wait, that's ironic!"
I mentally flip him off to avoid him planting seeds of confusion in my head.
Almost reflexively, my hands finds their way around his neck to pull me closer to his warm body. and so I did.
I moan as I feel his tongue lap on the skin of my neck, I tilt my head to the side to give him more access to my skin. a small moan shudders out of me as he finds my sensitive spot, my knees immediately falls weak as his grip on my waist tightens to keep me up.
I throw my head back in pleasure as he sucks and nips at the spot continuously. just as a shameless whimper stumbles off me, I feel his canines graze my skin... again. and my eyes shot open
"C-Carl__ mhm__s-stop" I whisper, shoving at his chest and as expected, he instantly snaps out of it and raises his head up to meet my eyes.
His eyes are hooded and coated with something heavy and sensual, I observed. his breath comes out in short pants as his eyes falls to my yearning lips.
I bite on my lower lip and release it almost immediately and he sucks in a sharp breath.
"Goddess, ugly, what are you doing to me?" he whispers, head dipping to meet mine. "you are driving me insane, i want to kiss those lips so badly and have you a whimpering mess" he inputs
My heart shudders in anticipation as my lips parts "Who's stopping you?" I whisper back and like a flipped switch, his lips latched upon mine in a fervent, needy kiss.
I moan into his mouth as his tongue meets mine in a needy kiss. I deepen the kiss desperately and receive the same fevor in return.
His lips are addicting, so thin yet so plump and pink... So inviting, yet so dangerous.
I hate this feeling.. but I can't help but need more.
After what felt like years, he finally pulled away to let me breath, my eyes sting with tears from the after make out session with him.
"Fuck, you look so edible like this!" He muses shamelessly and I gawk up at him.
"You beast__ where's my shy Carlson gone?" I demand, a teasing smile breaking into my lips.
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Destined To Be... { Boy X Boy } (( Unedited ))
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