Dear Storm,
I didnt know who else to talk to about this with.. and seeing as you knew more about my living situation.. I think it could be justified that I talk about it now to you.. yes you won't be able to read this letter amongst others but when the time is right.. I'll have them all compiled together and you'll be the first one to read them.
I have loved you and I have hated you.. but above all I have missed you. And no words can describe how much I still feel for you.. but you have moved on and you don't evens reply to my texts..
My mother and brother are here again.. and my da says that since I opened the gate for my mother even under the pretense that ma told me to open the gate for her.. apparently I'll "pay for it"
His words.. not mine.
Its so awkward and I can feel myself breaking down and my anxiety has been ok lately but tonight is different I guess...
I just needed to talk to someone about this with.. and you were my first thought.
No matter how many times I say to myself.. its for the best.. I can't help but think that its not and some days I don't care at all but some days hurt like hell.
I miss you
Yours sincerely,
A.
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Letters That I'll Never Send
PoetryA series of letters that could never be sent to each and every person that have held a special place in one's heart.
