𝓛𝓸𝓰 𝓲𝓷𝓽𝓸 𝓪 𝓯𝓲𝓻𝓼𝓽 𝓪𝓬𝓬𝓸𝓾𝓷𝓽
Become loyal and strong,
As well as broken and unknown
Log out of the first account
Leave it untrustful, untrustworthy and weak
Unloved unloving and broken even more than before.
Sign into a second account,
Create a new aspect of yourself for each plaform
Log in, log out. Sign it, sign out
Create, erase, change manipulate
Computer-like, I warp into anew
With each platform I dive into.
Computer-like, I shift into new personalities
As soon as a new account and a new perspective
Logs into my Computer-like presence
I yearn to be less accounts, less mishapen people
Less pain and more enduring and finally breaking free
Of these bonds that hold
My computer-like mind.
Less heartbreak and more love inside and being a dove
Soaring with freedom, away from
My computer-like mind.
And with you, I feel free
I no longer feel like clay, constantly molded into something new
I blazed in a fire, heated to be one thing
But coming out as another.
So with you, I feel free
I no longer feel tied down and bound
I have less accounts, and yet if still a lot
Are less and filled with freedom
Than I'd ever dreamed
Simply you,
You have begun to break the strings that controlled me
You have set me free and free I am
Of what I created as a facade to hide my sorrows
Morphing into different with each passing moment
All for those around me, all that pain
Then, oh, so sudden
With you I am less but more than I ever dreamed
With you, I am free
Free of expectations and plaguing nightmares
Free of my Computer-like life
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Poesi"𝓟𝓸𝓮𝓶𝓼, 𝓼𝓲𝓶𝓹𝓵𝔂 𝓽𝓱𝓪𝓽, 𝔀𝓱𝓪𝓽 𝓽𝓱𝓮𝔂 𝓶𝓮𝓪𝓷, 𝔀𝓱𝓪𝓽 𝓽𝓱𝓮𝔂 𝓶𝓪𝓴𝓮 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓯𝓮𝓮𝓵, 𝓼𝓲𝓶𝓹𝓵𝔂 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓳𝓾𝓼𝓽 𝓽𝓱𝓪𝓽." 𝓒𝓪𝓵𝓵𝓮𝓭 𝓒𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓽𝓲𝓸𝓷 - 1 𝓟𝓪𝓲𝓷, 𝓲𝓼 𝓲𝓽? - 2 𝓘𝓰𝓷𝓸𝓻𝓮 𝓢𝓾𝓲𝓬𝓲𝓭𝓮 - 3 𝓕𝓸𝓻𝓰𝓸...