ASTER
My flight to England was scheduled in an hour. I was looking at twenty-six hours on the plane, a few hours for my layover in Hong Kong, and then a straight flight back to England.
I could already envision my tan fading as I walked past a large window overlooking the sunny tarmac. People in suits and children riding on suitcases hurried and sauntered by while I sat, patiently waiting to board.
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JUDE
I'm pondering whether to follow her or not. She's consumed my thoughts, disrupted my sleep, and affected my performance. I didn't perform well this week and it's clear to everyone that something is off.
She's arriving tomorrow with a tan and salty hair and new freckles that bless her perfect skin. She reminds me of a porcelain doll, and i'm scared to break her.
I'm reckless. I never think about the consequences of my actions and I sometimes let myself drown in alcohol. No girl would want that.
That's why nobody knows.
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i'm so unbelievably inconsistent
forgive me
-mianiea
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FanfictionAster Mackintosh aspires to be like her older cousin. A journalist and now an it girl of an entire sport. Lissie Mackintosh was always favorited by the family but that didn't bother young Aster as she (in secret) attends university to hopefully fulf...
