Los Cabos
January 3rd
As the sun was about to start coming up Cocoa sat up against the velvet headboard just thinking. That's all she had been doing to be honest. What more could she do
It was a change going on in her life right now. She had became distant with the two people she loved and cared for deeply. Only holding conversation with them here and there since the trip had started
Wiic was doing too right in her eyes and it made her occasionally stare at him making sure that he was ok. It was just shock and heartbreak coming in at one time
Happiness and sadness is what she had been battling with since she had spoken up on her feelings. She gave her battles to God and allowed him to do whatever he needed
She knew the battle wasn't hers to fight it was His. She washed her hands and was ok with how everything would turn out on her end with everyone around her
Looking over at Wiic as he laid asleep with her arm thrown loosely over her waist. She moved his wild freshly twisted dreads out his face as he laid asleep
Running her finger over his lips she just looked down at him. She was proud of how he was trying to make her trip as peaceful as he could. But she still wanted to talk with him about everything back in Miami
The last thing she wanted was to be happy here and then get back to what she had left off on in Miami. That was not going to happen. At least she wasn't going to allow it
Cocoa seen herself fit for Wiic and seen herself with him. But did he see himself being with her long term. Marriage wise and more. That's what Cocoa wanted to ask him
All she wanted was simple answers. She didn't want to put her energy to waste for someone who was going to up and leave her for the next. She just wasn't. Not one bit
"Why you not sleep Cocoa ma?" His raspy voice filled her ears as his eyes stayed closed
"Just because. I can't sleep." Cocoa laid down and said
"Come lay unda' me ma. You too far baby." He whispered raspy
"I'm right here Dayvon. I Prayed already so I'm just waiting till I can fall asleep." Cocoa told him as he placed his arm back around her waist
"That's good. Stop thinkin' hard on everything as you sit hea' and wait. That's gone make yo mind go deeper. Keep yo mind flowin' on the wrong things. You not supposed to worry. You Prayed leave it alone." He told her as he put his head under the pillow
"I know and I am." Cocoa mumbled getting comfortable underneath him
"Talk to me baby." Wiic said into her ear making her smile
"I'll speak on it later on. When we're up." Cocoa told him wrapping her arms around his neck
