Diary of a Heartbroken Girl

Hugging my pillow

I used to fall asleep hugging my pillow, pretending it was you.
But tonight is different.
Tonight there is silence, no laughing about something you said, no smiling at the ceiling about something you did.
No touching my lips because we kissed
Nothing.
Just salty tears running down my cheeks, ending in my lips, which i touch to wipe the tears away from them
I can't feel your touch on me anymore
I can just remember it vaguely, like and old memory
I can only attach to the sole thought of you with me again. Kissing me. Hugging me. Loving me again...
Now im here. Crying once again to the thought of you. How stupid, how embarrassing.
Now I can only hug my pillow, and cry because I know it will never be you...