Diary of a Heartbroken Girl

Accepting my reality

I've started to accept my reality.
The reality where you are not in my life anymore.
The reality where she is your reason to smile.
The reality where i pretend to be happy for y'all. The reality where I cry myself to sleep.
And sadly that is my reality.
In this reality you are not mine.
In this reality your love doesn't belong to me no more.
In this reality full of betrayal, hate and anger, where everything seems too difficult or too stupid to do.
In this little reality where you have forgotten about me.
This little reality that I don't want to accept, but my brain forces me to.