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I don't think I can take anymore

This lonely and sad feeling has drowned me

This lonely and sad feeling has changed

No longer is it around me but inside me

It poisons my insides and breaks apart my mind

There's nothing left of me now

Just a shell, a hollow and empty shell

Waiting till something sees me as useful, as beautiful and decides to take me

To take me anywhere

To give me purpose so not all is lost

To give me hope that I can change

Not for myself but for them

Because without them it really is pointless

Without them I'm pointless

I'd rather be destroyed than discarded

If I was destroyed then I wouldn't feel so betrayed

I wouldn't know they had no more use for me

I wouldn't know I was useless to them.

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