The pain I'm holding behind my wide smile,
Among people, my smile is what I reveal;
Everyone sees it but not my genuine self,
Nobody cares about what I actually feel.
My smile made everyone faithfully believe,
I'm happy with my life with no anxious zone;
But they're wrong, it's just a pretty mask.
The mask which I remove when I'm all alone.
It's not compulsory to have a man in my life,
I need someone who knows myself for sure;
I don't need money but love, and happiness,
But none wants to hear me and help me cure.
Everyday I'm struggling to fight my anxiety;
Every moment I try to stay strong as I do,
Yet everyday I get thoughts to end myself,
I try avoiding it but it's stuck in my head too.
No wish to survive and death is what I want,
My wish now is to say goodbye with no fear;
The only thing I lack is courage and strength,
I wish someone was here to know me all clear.
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𝐌𝐲 𝐒𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐞'𝐬 𝐂𝐫𝐮𝐦𝐛𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𓂃 ࣪ ִֶָ☾。
Poetry"My Smile's Crumbling" is a poignant collection weaving threads of melancholy and fragility. Each poem delves into the weak architecture of the human spirit, exploring moments of fracture. Through verses that influence raw emotion, it navigates the...
