Why do we fall in love?

8. Hangover

"Leah".
Is the only thing I get out of me. kill me now, I think in my head. I hear Ava laughing and I just roll my eyes and say "stop laughing it's not funny"
"I can't help but laugh, how drunk were you, and how are you with her now?" Ava asks me, still laughing. and when she says that, I really have no idea how I got her number. "I don't even remember but I drank a lot because I don't remember anything and my head hurts so much that I can hardly open my eyes" I mumble under my blanket, where I will stay for the rest of my life. "since you are hungover as shit, and I've been fucked by two guys, which I need to talk to you about. I'll buy hungover food and come over to your place, I'll be there with you on twenty, love you" Ava says, and I mumble "I love you" back before I go back to sleep until she comes over.

I wake up to someone sitting in my bed. "Good morning" Ava says before pulling off my blanket. "noooo'' I whine and try to get my blanket back. "Hey, no, stop being so dramatic it probably wasn't as bad as you wrote, and I have mcdonalds, so be happy" Ava says to me as she hands me the bagel with my food. "I think you don't understand what I wrote, I'm never going out again" I say as I sit down and start eating.

"So now you have to tell me what it is you have written to Leah" Ava says after a few minutes, "I'm not going to say it you can read it yourself" I say before I give her my cell phone, with the chat.

                                      Leah

Me:
why did you leave me
came back
Wait, have you been to my house at night ...
I write with Leah williamson
She's ghosting me
why is it dark
I have it in my head
why am i wet
oops that sounded wrong
you have nice eyes
i will dream about you
Maybe I shouldn't say that
good night

I look at Ava and she is trying to hold back her laugh "okay just say it" I say so we can move on "What the hell was going through your head" Ava says laughing "clearly not a lot" I answered back. Ava just laughs more after what I said. "can we please talk about something else, I just want to forget about this" I say and lay down more in bed. "we can talk about how i got fucked by two guys?" Says Ava and I actually want to know how it went "There's something I want to know how you even end up in that situation" I say, while Ava starts talking.

Me and Ava have sat and talked about everything and now Ava is talking about the two guys she fucks with. "So he was behind me while the other guy.." Ava stopped talking when we both heard my mobile phone received several notifications one after the other. "Who is it?" ask Ava, I just shrug. I take my mobile which is next to me and look at who wrote to me, When I see the name I slam the mobile back down on the bed "what, what is it? Who was it?" Asks Ava as she picks up my cell phone and sees who it was that texted me, Leah. "You have to look, what she wrote?"Ava asks, and I just shake my head "I don't want to see" I mumble under the covers "but I want to, so damn bad" Ava says and unlocks my phone, but she doesn't say anything so I look out from the covers. "why don't you say anything? you're making me worry" I say, and Ava just replies with "I don't know what to say to this" and with that she turns the phone so I can see.

                                 Leah

Me:
why did you leave me
came back
Wait, have you been to my house at night ...
I write with Leah williamson
She's ghosting me
why is it dark
I have it in my head
why am i wet
oops that sounded wrong
you have nice eyes
i will dream about you
Maybe I shouldn't say that
good night

Leah:
Something tells me you're very hungover today,
I hope you've taken the pain killer I left for you.
And I know you like my eyes.
You said it several times yesterday.
I like your eyes too, and did you dream about me?

my jaw drops, and Ava just starts laughing at my reaction. "Well, did you dream about her?" Ava says laughing and I just glare at her and get back under the covers. "Be glad she's not ghosting you anymore" Ava says with a chuckle as I just groan. "no" I mumble under the covers. "If you say so, but if you don't answer I will answer" As soon as those words left Ava's mouth, I flew up and ripped my phone from her hand, "don't you fucking dare" says sternly to Ava as she picks up hands in defense.