Thought Process #2

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Today, I made a couple of songs. I've been having a rough time with my life lately. My mind is filled with negative energy, but I'm tryna be positive. It's like I have to disconnect myself from my own mind, which is weird. My music is developing pretty well. I have a mixture of emotions going through me right now, and the forefront is annoyed and happy. I got this event. I'm going to coming up, pretty cool. Can't wait for it actually. I've been tryna to avoid negative vibes, and sometimes it kills me that I can hear negative chat all the time. Bro, just tryna live my life. I recently can't get any rest in my own home anymore. Just when I thought I could finally G.E.T some. I applied for this new job, but they denied me for not being qualified enough.

For the ablum freedom, I'm think of a cityscape, chains, and a ledge. I wanna have a cool outfit as well. Probably will come up with something. For now, I lay in my bed thinking about what to do next. Probably, I'll read something or write. I cut out a lot of things. I've been changing. Developing as a better person, you could say? I actually went back to being peaceful. My music tastes changed completely. Before, I listened to hardcore rock. I was probably not the nicest person on the block. I was just fed up with people messing with me. So I ended up becoming a more nasty person persay. Finally healing, and what do ya know, I get another pop-up of hatred. At this point, nothing can surprise me for real.

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