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you said you loved me.
i was called your princess.
you were called my darling.
you called me "mi amor."
i called you "il mio bellissimo ragazzo."

did you not see my blushing face?
did i not make your heart flutter?
did my poems mean nothing to you?
were those sweet words of yours empty?
did you not say you wanted to kiss me?

how about we stop pretending.
we are clearly not just friends.
we have a bond closer than platonic.
i've expressed my feelings for you.
you said that you would love to call me yours.

are you just pitting me?
i don't want you to pity me.
are you just lying to me?
i don't want you to lie to me.
i want you to love me.

i was your favorite out of the girls that like you.
you were my first crush.
you were the one i wanted to call my boyfriend.
you want to call me your girlfriend.
but not yet.

i will be waiting for you.
i'm always in your corner.
you think i don't love you.
but i always will.
i'm too in love to fall out of it.

-buttons

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