I had this urge to text him, talk to him
But couldn't because the only place he was mine was in my dreams
I wanted to support him in every phase of his life
While he looked at her as his future wife
He was everything I ever wanted and exactly what I couldn't have
I was so blind in love with him didn't realise my situation would get this bad
So bad that I saw him everywhere In the water drops, in the rain, in the storms, in the fucking air
But he wasn't mine, he would never be mine
Because when I waited whole day for him, he thought about me only when he was bored and had time
I thought that I'd be the one for him, the one for whom he'll change
Now I finally realised that I was nothing more than a pawn in his game
The realisation hit me as hard as the love for him did
I couldn't give him anything else than the goodbye I bid
Because he would be far more happier without me
If only the love I had was visible to him, if only he could see
So today once again after 5 years
As I rubbed my eyes embarrassed by those escaping tears
I was here sitting on the edge of the bed Mourning an alive person's death
And had this urge to text him
But couldn't because the only place he was mine was in my dreams
KAMU SEDANG MEMBACA
WAS IS IT REALLY ONE SIDED?
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