My idol to my groom

Chapter 11

( ok now what I'm about to tell you will change most of the story for some of you readers but Aria isn't a new character in the story infact she's one of the leads of the story, wanna know who she is? she is crystal. The thing is crystal is just the stage name of Aria. What do you think the parents of a Pakistani, Muslim girl would name her crystal? Btw in this fan fic i'm thinking of my life while describing Aria's life so i hope that clears the doubts of this name)

Aria
"Does he like me, do i like him? Why am i thinking of such things, stop thinking for awhile aria" i say to myself as i lay the book i was reading onto my head until i see something

Yeonjun
I come out of the bathroom after taking a shower and i see a book on Crystal's face so i take it thinking that she's asleep but she wasn't asleep, and i forgot i was naked with only a small towel covering the lower half of my body

Crystal screams "I didn't see anything!" she says closing her eyes and covers her face with her hands "Doesn't look like that" i mumble "Anyway I've put my shirt on so you can look" i say smirking and then she screams again "Choi Yeonjun this is why I'll never love you like i used to" crystal yells and it suddenly hits me hard like i got dumped on my wedding day.

I actually put a shirt on and leave the room i forgot my words and why this all happened in the first place, "Stop flirting with her she doesn't like you now and she never will" i say to myself these words hurt me more than anything but they were true

I come to the room to Crystal crying and saying "what happened did he leave me, did he just block me, what did i do wrong?" i comfort her as I myself feel hurt thinking that it might have been her ex but maybe it wasn't, maybe I am overthinking it i come closer to her and look at the screen You shi was written on it, i told her it was normal for a break up to happen but then she said "What break up?, is this a joke to you!" i look at her confused "You shi was one of my best friends, he and i were so close, I'm only crying because during fifth grade a guy and i were best friends just like you shi and i but the guy left me and I'm only crying because i feel ashamed for doing that mistake twice" i sigh in relief that it wasn't her ex much less her boyfriend

Aria
Yeonjun leaves the room while i just sit there thinking he took it to heart but he should know he was wrong but i wasn't gonna say sorry, then i look at You shi's texts and his last text says "I'm sorry Ari but we weren't meant to live together forever" i get confused then i realize and memories flow in from fifth grade was he leaving me like that guy, i felt betrayed tears start flowing i feel so bad that i had been fooled twice then Yeonjun comes

"It's okay not to be okay and break ups happen so it's okay to break down sometimes" i tell him that he wasn't me boyfriend but someone close.

I feel embarrassed for crying infront of my usual self's crush i wipe my tears and ask him to drop me to You shi's house

"You shi, you shi, you can't end our friendship like this I've been with you through ups and downs I know you and this isn't you tell me what happened and we can go through it together" i scream on top of my lungs until a lady who was living in the apartment right by his opens up and says the owner of that house is dead i feel so astonished by those words "You shi is gone?" i say collapsing down Yeonjun grabs me and tells me that it's okay to cry once in awhile

"Who killed him?" I scream realizing I have gone mad the lady then says "He killed himself" i feel like fainting but I've done that way too many times within a week Yeonjun says that we should go to my place i agree but i ask him to make a stop at a convenience store he reluctantly agrees

once we reached the apartment he is tired as hell and i don't blame him because i may have bought too many ice creams and ramyeon but it was to cry my heart out and also because i was on hiatus for a month so I wasn't gonna take it for granted i sit on the couch and started munching and crying mood swings were very common at that time because i knew that the rest of my life wasn't gonna be with Yeonjun so i didn't care if he saw me in this state. "You're gonna eat all of that" Yeonjun says in shock "Yeah so what" i say with a bunch of ice cream in my mouth "It's been a while since I cried infront of someone and ate this stuff due to company diets

"Ring, ring" my phone goes and it was soha "Anyeong unni how are you" soha says in a chill but a little scared voice which she should because she and i both knew what she did "I just wanted to check up on you to see if you or yeonjun needed anything" she says " I'm fine thank you for asking and don't worry I was just ranting to him about having meat for dinner today but I haven't figured what meat should it be" i say while soha replies in a more scared tone "L...l...listen Ari we can sort this out without murdering or killing someone" Yeonjun gets scared for his life after hearing that "Don't worry i meant i can't decide between beef or chicken but human meat is also a great option" i say smirking "And don't mention the word kill to me You shi just died can you believe that" yeonjun suddenly takes the phone from my hand and goes to his room

Yeonjun
"Listen when the doctor said that her memory is partially gone he said that he wasn't sure what part of her memory was missing and I figured it out turns out her memory from two years back are gone" i whisper so that crystal doesn't hear " Ok got it so Ari doesn't know that You shi suicided two years back now i wish she stayed this way because she was the first witness of his dead body" soha says in a relieved tone " by the way why do you call Crystal, Ari? You shi's last message also had Ari in it" in say in a confused tone "it's because it's my real name bimbo Aria is my real name and Crystal is my stage name' Crystal yell's from the other side of the door and i slightly open the door to see her right infront of me.