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I know i haven't writen in a two days, i haven't had anything good to tell u, i haven't really learned more then the fact that we get way more comfortable with women quicker then men. Now i know that sounds sexist but like i can meet a women and in the matter of hours we are comfortable enough to get and give physical affection, but with guys it takes at least a week. Maybe its cuz i can read women better or that i just have my gard up cuz how much trauma i have with guys but either way i think thats the only thing ive learned or at least recognized.
Other then that right now we are in group therapy and theres this guy and he used to more then a friend to us and then he said he didnt want to anymore and thats cool and all right its his choice and im okay with it. Its just weird going back to calling him his name, i wanna keep using the pet names and shit and i haven't asked but im sure the answers gonna be no. So im just adjusting and adjustment takes time and is gonna be uncomfortable for a bit so lets just keep powering thru we got this

Love,
Ash

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