Mood swings go crazy. What am I, fucking bipolar? Hell no. I'm joking, but like... I get weird. One second I'm happy, another I'm sad, another I'm hyper and acting like a little child.
The hyper part might clue you into why I think I have ADHD. Symptoms include sporadical hyper-ness, procrastination, problems focusing, and sudden depression. I've done my research, so I've got some info on it but I still don't fully know. Online tests can only do so much. Though all of them said slight ADHD so... idk honestly.
I asked my parents about it and they said they could not tell. Normally I'm a very focused person, not easily distracted and normally calm and reserved. But now I think I've gotten worse. My procrastination's gotten worse, I've cried too much lately, I can't focus unless I'm multitasking, and I've been getting hyper at the most random times.
I want to see if I can get tested, to see if my suspicions are correct, but I don't want to ask my parents about it. I did ask them once, but they dismissed it because they couldn't believe I could asctually have ADHD. Most people see me as the most reserved person ever, and that's how is was and has been for most of my life. Unfortunately as life goes on, I've gotten worse with my mental health, and I think I might actually have ADHD. Is there anyway of getting properly diagnosed online? If not I might just go to my parents whether I like it or not.
Well, that's it for today. Thanks for listening to my rant, you're the best.
- Charlotte :)
