Alastor x reader- 1930

I wont say it

Y/N POV- I walked out of a bar my face with a pink tinge and with a sway of my body till I heard I heard wordless tune playing outside a speakeasy the words flowing out of my mouth and into the empty street "If there's a prize for rotten judgment I guess I've already won that no man is worth the aggravation that's ancient history been their done that" I sing as I think about my ex 
"Who'd ya think your kidding" I turn to a group of women sitting around around a table outside with a few bottles sitting on the table "He's the earth and heaven to you try to keep it hidden" I quickly turn away to walk but they only sing louder "Honey we can see right through you girl ya can't conceal it we know how ya feel and who your thinking of" 
I let out a sigh of anger "No chance no way I won't it  no no"
"You soon you sigh why deny it uh-oh" 
I quickly turn to them "It's to cliché I won't say I'm in love" I lower my voice with the memories of my ex coming back "I thought my heart had learned it lesson it feels so good when you start out my head screaming get a grip girl unless you wanna cry your heart out oh""
The women now had cards in hand "You keep denying who you are and how your feeling baby we're not buying it" They sung as they look up from there card game 
"Hon we we say ya hit the celling face it like a grown up when ya gonna own up that you got got got it bad"
I move closer to get my point across "No chance no way I won't say it no no" I look at a poster behind them of a advertainment for me and Alastor's radio studio 
"Give up give in check the grin you're in love"
My smile falls with me turning around from the poster "This scene won't play I won't say I'm in love"
"Your doing flips read our lips you're in love" My pink tinge becomes darker 
"You're way off base I won't say it" I quickly snap my neck towards them "Get off my case I won't say it"
The women singing calms down "Girl don't be proud it's ok you're in love" 
My singing voice calms down "Ooh at least out loud I won't say it out loud" A dopey smile goes across my face the whole way to my house to my tipsy surprised my house was surrounded by white tailed deer but once they see me they run into the thinker parts of the forest 
I quickly went inside Husk running up to me as I sat down on the couch a sigh leaving my lips Husk then jumping onto my lap "Oh Husk what am I todo" And I soon fall asleep

Sorry for not posting last week I got sick and I wont be posting next week since I'm going on a camping trip with my friends

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