𝐇𝐈𝐓 𝐌𝐄 𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐃 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐒𝐎𝐅𝐓//𝐁.𝐄.

𝐌𝐘 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐄 𝐀𝐋𝐋 𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐄*

Gracie's Pov:
TW: SMUT
Billie - SUB
Gracie - DOM

"Billie" I shouted and she laughed swinging higher and I groaned"I swear- I am gonna kill you when I catch you!" I said and she winked at me and I looked down to hid the blush that formed on my cheeks

"You can't, you know I'll beat your ass" She said and I rolled my eyes but I couldn't stop the smile on my face every time I looked at her. She is so pretty and it hurts so fucking bad because I can't have her, I will never have her, she'll never be mine the way I want and need her. I need her so fucking bad, man

"Mhm, sure, remind me again, who's taller?" I asked and she glared down at me and I smiled

"Oh, fuck off" She said and I chuckled jumping off the swing and she jumped after me"I am hungry, wanna grab a bite?" I nodded and looked around for paparazzi then grabbed her hand and we ran as fast as we could laughing

I love Billie and I love spending each second with her and I wish I would spend my whole life next to her, I'd be her wife and she'll be mine, us having two beautiful kids running around our big house and not worry about her being one of the biggest superstars in the whole world

"I wish I wasn't famous" Billie said suddenly and I looked down at her

"Why? You love your fans" She nodded and looked around while trying to catch her breath

"I know but I wish I could walk on the street without running away from the paparazzi" She said and pointed at a café and I nodded

"Yeah, I know" I said and we walked inside"Do you have any money with you 'cause I don't" She chuckled nodding

"Yeah, I always have my credit card with me" I nodded and sat down at an empty booth"So, I talked with Matthew about you know . . ." I nodded trying my best not to roll my eyes at his name

I hate Matthew and only because I love Billie and I want her to be happier than ever and he is for sure not the person to make her that happy. He's an idiot who cares only about his needs and career. He couldn't give two shits about how Billie feels or how much hate she's been having in the last couple of months. I know he's cheating on her but I cannot prove it, it's like no body, no crime, but I gotta find the body to solve the crime

Billie deserves the world in my opinion. She's the kindest person on earth and I really hope that someday she'll find someone who can love her they way she deserves it, even if it wouldn't be me, I would love to watch her grow old happy knowing she deserves that kind of love

"And? You don't seem pretty excited" I said and smiled at the waiter. He looked at Billie and his eyes widen

"Oh my god! You're Billie Eilish" He said and Billie grinned

"Unfortunately" She chuckled and he squealed making us laugh

"Can I have a picture with you, please, I am a big fan" Billie smiled nodding and took a picture with the waiter then he took our orders and got back to work

"Yeah, he said he doesn't want kids, he doesn't like the idea of waking up in the middle of the night from screaming and crying. And he doesn't think of getting married either, I don't know what to do Grace, I swear- I would break up with him but I love him, you know?" I nodded and sighed

"I know" I said and we talked about other things but I could read the sadness on Billie's face even though she was smiling and laughing. I know she's trying to be though but I don't want her to pretend to be someone else when she's with me, I want her to be herself

Billie and Matthew have been together for over three years now and I swear if she doesn't brake up with him I will brake his neck. I stared at Billie as she was talking with a little fan and smiled all the time. She looks so pretty and I so wish that I could kiss those plump pink lips of hers. She licked them and I couldn't hep but imagine her bare body under mine, moaning my name and bagging for me to kiss and touch her. I want her too much and I think I might kill myself if I don't have her