the following text is what i wrote during the time i was obsessive and in love with someone, please do not romanticize obsessiveness in reality being obsessive is toxic and horrible for both parties
thank you
s is so sweet and nice to me all the time he wants me so baddd hrgrhr BUT WHOEVER V IS IM GONNA FUCKING TEAR THEM APART I LOVE S TOO MUCH FOR SOMEONE TO BE ABOVE ME
omg but the cute nicknames we give each other are so cute 😊😊like bro i js wanna URGRHHRJHAHWHSHSH
a special note about me i cant see? how cute :) i love you so much s im genuinley inlove with you it hurts so much but im just gonna let it happen because you make me so happy
hes so nice :) my day was horrible but just talking to them makes me happy again they make me feel whole again
im worried about him again.. i just want to hold you in my arms and make sure youre alright s is that too much to ask for in this world?
oh my hes mine theyre mine shes mine s is mine i love them so much i want to kiss them i want to kiss their eyes their eyebrows their forehead his lips i want to hug him forever as long as i can hes so perfect i just wish i could get it through their head how much i love her!!! like im not kidding when i say im obsessed with you i cant even think of a world where we werent even friends!! please just give me all your attention i may not be worthy of it but please i beg of you i want to talk to you all day i want to hear your silly voice i want to play games with you all day and make our silly avatars kiss because i love you i do i really do i love you so much i would do anything for you shiro my love my silly my boy my sweetheart if you told me to stop talking to all of my friends for you id do it yes i would 100% hesitate but id do it for you if you asked me to sh id do it i dont care if i break down bc i did i dont care at all because i did it for you im happy when im doing things when its something for you it makes me so happy and even seeing the smallest bit of gratefulness from you makes me overjoyed i want to relish in that feeling i want to see your smile or at least hear your laugh whatever youre comfortable with i am too im addicted to your voice your laugh your eyes your personality your art your characters im addicted to you i havent done sh bc i dont want it to get in the way of my addiction for you i would ignore all of my problems i would convince myself im happy so much that i do become happy just so you wont worry and sure sometimes i am sad and seeing you worry makes me so happy that you care but that only follows with guilt because all i want is you to be happy and have no worries you are all i care about i personally dont give a fuck about my mom my dad my brothers my sisters as long as youre still in my life giving me the tiniest bit of attention and affection because that's all i need and you give me more than that which just makes you all the more perfect i hate when people like __ say things to you i didnt even hate same before he started saying shit to you infact i was completely okay with being neutral with him until he made you worry he became attached because what about me i mean it honestly makes me kind of sad seeing how you play roblox AND minecraft with him too like he has __ he doesnt need to rub it in my face that he also plays with you its annoying but im just waiting for the second that he does something wrong again so i can ruin him like my god can he just stop i mean i know he isnt aware that me and you are dating but still back the fuck off because i think its a little obvious and the second youre like oh im okay to start telling people about us i will only fucking rub it in __ face i wont tell anyone else just his dumbass im happy with you and i dont like him being like that with you too
why.
