On the interpersonal level, it never went very well for me because even though I was friendly with everyone and I never disgusted anyone and never judged anyone based on appearance or entity, in elementary school I liked a girl this beautiful girl with long golden hair and a very tender face I liked very much I was under him for all the years of elementary school without ever that my love was corresponded until senior year after going to She decided to tell me that from that moment on she and I were engaged. I said them to her is fine but then after a few days we "broke up" I say left because in fact no one told the other that we broke up but each started to take separate paths and started dating other people (we were in elementary school so talk about relationship and a big thing but this girl was my first girlfriend we say). When I reached the middle school in my class I found this very tall girl with long black hair and a very tender face I fell madly in love with her for all 3 middle school years but unfortunately I never had any to declare my interest (although she knew it) I would have liked to know him as much as I would have liked. When I got to high school, they were in an all-boys class, and the girls who were there in those years that I met in the hallways in none of them found that spark, so I was single all through high school almost. In elementary school almost all my classmates I was not only stupid because dyslexic even unpleasant so I could not install who knows what relationships except in the fifth grade where in class we arrive a Romanian, since the class had already been formed we knew each other for 5 years and he just wanted to insert himself in a bossy way in the "group" the whole class exonerated this Romanian boy from any game the class did for example in substitute or snack hours, But I saw in this boy's eyes the same suffering I had felt before he came
He reminded me of myself and so I decided to help him fit in the result was that all the others apart from those 3 sincere friends I had turned their backs on me ended at the end of elementary school. In middle school and stay the same situation of elementary school that I found extremely unpleasant and always stupid too stupid to shoot with them evidently in fact for example in the hours of physical education (gymnastics) that I loved to do I was always the one that in the teams was chosen last because it was considered too poor and too stupid to play I was good only to warm the bench practically. This only changed in high school after I woke up the sleeping demon I mentioned in part 4, practically in high school at the beginning anyway to physical education I was chosen last for example to football but unlike the other times now I had the right character and nerve to show how much I was worth, I played as a defender when my teammates saw that they could not even get close to the goalkeeper since I on the field even though I have never played football competitively and I do not even like it as a sport unlike many I used my head on the field I limited myself when crazy and was far from me to look and observe the opponents but also my comrades to understand the weak points and to elaborate a strategy that then followed alone without warning others, in fact when the opponents came to me I had already thought about how to make him lose the ball only because 5 minutes before I had watched him play so I went to him with the strategy to remove them ball as I had thought, for every single opponent I had worked out a different strategy because they all had different weaknesses and so I took advantage of what I knew how to do so I took advantage of my speed being very fast and my agility being quite flexible and its weaknesses like his Czech points to steal the ball and pass it to the first free companion optimally. Some were so surprised that even the professor I wonder a 1 vs 1 to see if I could unwrap from then on I was always one of the first who chose both for skill and because I finally managed to show that I was not stupid and useless but rather. I never wanted to enter into companies where in my free time I talked about others, I didn't sit at the table where other people were talking, because when I got up, I was the subject of that table. There are many people that I stopped seeing overnight and not because I'm crazy or I have mood swings but simply because I realized that they were not essential for my personal growth and although many have tried to get closer I always told him that "Just because you lost me as a friend doesn't mean you gained an enemy. I still want to see you eat, but not at my table".
