Caramel Macchiatto (Alanjeff)

Am i?

I dialed Nut's number and asked him to drop off a caramale machiatto on his way home as he'll pass by my house before going home to ping.

"Hey, Nut Bring along A drink for me on your way here"

"..."

"Yes, A caramel machiato, don't take too long ping will bombard me with text if youre not home by 10"

"..."

"Ok, thanks, bye" Sai bid his goodbye as he ended the call, just then pon arrived

"Who was that p'?"

"Oh, it's Nut"

"Ohh" Pon reacted

"What do you wanna do tonight?"

"I wanna watch a movie!" Pon said brightly earning a low chuckle from sai

"Ok love, i'll prepare snacks, you pick a movie"

"Noted!" He said excitedly as he ran to the living room like a child, sai found his behaviour really cute, he just hoped he'd finally be out of his forever nightmare, he loves pon dearly, right..?

Minutes later Nut's voice can be heard from the living room he is guessing pon let him in, he was done making the snacks and also brought some bagged chips, as he made his way out Nut Greeted him, and he greeted back he placed the food on the table.

"Pon"

"Yes p'nut?"

"I'll borrow sai for a minute ok?"

"Okay!"

Nut informed pon before softly dragging sai out

"What are you doing?"

"What do you mean?"

"You and pon are together, right?"

"Yes..?"

"I know he looks alot like phaew."

"..."

"Tell me your not using him, pon is a really sweet young man don't hurt him, i'm telling this in the sake of both of you"

"I know p'..o love pon i really do but i just don't know how to forget phaew..i can't"

"Don't do it for me, do it for pon, i know you do, don't let your past ruin what you have now, you'll regret it again"

"Yes-"

Suddenly something crashed sai looked back so did nut look at the direction the pile of box must've collapsed since the trash pick up day is not till tomorrow

"Think about what i said spy, i'll get going"

"Hm, be careful"
"Nut, don't open the café tomorrow take it as a day off"

"Hm ok"

He said as his brother patted his back, sai went inside to watch movies with pon

"Hey love, what are we watching?"

"Oh just some action romance movie"
"Where's p'nut?"

"Oh he left already"

Pon nodded as a response, sai then made his way beside pon, pon then picked up the drink nut brought and sipped it.

"Like it?" Sai asked

"Hm it's good, but i still like the way you make it"

"You find the difference?"

" yeah, yours still have it's strong taste yet sweet, this one is just sweet, i like it though"

Sai chuckled at the information,the night passed quickly sai looked at the clock and it's already 10:25, he turned off the television and cleaned up the table before them after that sai went back to pon, he turned pon's head unto his shoulder, afraid he'd hurt his neck, and looked at pon deeply..

I wanna love you more than i loved him, but this trauma keeps holding me back...if you know will you leave me?or will you stay and help me overcome it?, i love you pon so much, but i'm scared.

He picked pon up as pon wrapped his feet on sai's waist, pon then had his arms around sai's neck for support, after making sure pon is still asleep, sai carefully carried pon upstairs, as he was about to place pon down on their bed, pon whined and would not let go of sai's neck, it made sai chuckle

"Whiny" he said chuckling, so he just laid beside pon who is still in deep slumber he kissed pon's forehead.

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Morning came and as usual sai is the first one to wake up, he decided he will make pon a breakfast in bed, so he made his way down to the kitchen prepping a nice meal for pon after it he plated thier foods in one plate and fetched the tray he always used, he mad his way upstrairs he placed the tray down by the bed as he woke pon up

"Love..wake up"

Pon then turned to face sai, he flattered his eyes trying to wake himself up, sai sat him up as he laid his head on his shoulder

"I made you breakfast in bed"

Pon smiled and kissed sai on the lip

"Thank you p' "

Sai also smiled at him, he then fetchd the tray and placed it infront off pon, there was 4 well cooked butter toast, scrambled egg, and two sausages and a glass of water....after eating sai then again placed the tray down as he trailed behind pon to the bathroom

"Are we going to he café today p'?"

"No i closed up for today"
"Pavel did ask us out for drinks around 6 though, can i go?"

"Of course p' why not?"

Sailub smiled and kissed pon's cheeks as they continued their morning routine, it was still early so they quite have an unproductive day ahead of them

"What do you wanna do today?"

"Hmm, i jist wanna stay in bed and cuddle, or watch something while doing so"

"Hmm sure let's do that"

Sai then closed up the curtains making the room really dim he then opened the tv as he made his way beside pon

"Is the AC still open p'?"

"Yes, why?"

"It's really chilly, that's all"

"Want me to turn it off love?"

"Hm no, it will become hot by then" pon said as he cuddled up to sai covering them with the blanket, sai smiled as he pecked pon's head

He wanna stay like this forever amd forget what hurted him but he can't he love pon, but he just can't forget phaew...

—Am i really gonna let the past haunt me?

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Oohhhh are you alan?? Are you gonna let it?

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