A Mother's Heart

Special Chapter

Hello reader.
This book belongs to Shelly Mcbrigen.
If lost please call this number:

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And please do not read what it contains...
A little journal of mine.

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My mother gave me a drone. I don't know how it even works... But still I love them.

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My Father went out of the country to work for rich people again. I'm starting to hate people in suits. But still I love them.

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My mother got angry at me... Because when she came home she wanted me to study, instead she found me writing journals. At least she gave some attention today. Still love them.

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Both of them are not here. Well It's okay they are working hard for me...

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I want to.. go back to school again. Even though I know that the kids will be friends with me for money. But at least I get their cares.

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I don't know.
Do they really love me? I want to know that they are loving me.
I always say that I understand but.
I want someone's love. I don't want to act like a mature adult. But I have to because no one will.
I want to see Alex again... His parents were so.. different.
They actually spend time together.
They share food.
They walk together.
They do all things together.
Together.
I want that too. But I have to keep understanding.
But I don't understand? At his age he played and played.
I want that.
Or
I'm too selfish to say the things I want.
But maybe I am selfish for wanting.
I wish they knew...

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Great news. My father is coming back early! That's all I can say for now.

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Bad news. My father is not coming back. Well it's not like he's gonna come up to me and say "I love you son!"

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GREAT NEWS OF MY LIFE! I FINALLY CONVINCED THEM TO GO TO SCHOOL! YAY!!!!!!!!!! I CAN'T WAIT!
CAN'T EXPRESS WHAT I FEEL NOW!

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Today I met new kids who were my age. That's so different because most of them wear suits and weird haircuts but they are different, instead they wear jackets... Not even uniforms? But still really happy to talk... To teachers.

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Science was so easy. I think I can really do this. Maybe a reputation out of this? To be the "smart, popular, nerdy guy" I will try to achieve that.

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I saw... A girl.
She was by the side of the building corner.
And my chest feels so weird...
It felt like it was jumping.
I was looking at her smile...
Her smile.
Her smile is so...
Beautiful.
The way she laughed with her friends...
Haha.. made me laugh too.
Her hair was blonde..
Tied up into braids.
But I cannot bring myself to go up to her and talk. What should I even talk about? Talk about the weather? No!
It seems like her uniform was different... Maybe she's a lower level.
I just want to know her name at least...

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I saw her in the hallway... She looks too pretty to be here. Ahhhh I searched it up and it's called a crush! So I'm crushing for a girl? Well if it's called like that then I like it... It almost feels like a disease.

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Playing badminton. And saw her again. Well she's quite bad at playing... But then she fell, I was too scared to go to her... So I ran to the nearest pole.
And saw someone got her, she then calmed down. I was a bit jealous that it was one of my classmates who got her.. ahh I wonder if I did that would I know her name....?

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After classes my maid took me to the riverland park. I heard many good reviews from that place...
So I looked for a spot where I can write properly.
Near the slide I sat.
BUT THEN SUDDENLY I SAW HER!
What a coincidence.
Then she approached me.
She asked me.. what my name is.
I figured that her name was.. Ellie.
Ellie.
What a pretty name you have...
We continued to talk and talk then.
It seemed good.
Then
I saw my maid covered in blood.
Eaten by a creature.
Mary... Without thinking I held Ellie's hand. And ran. As fast as I could.
Great thing I found some humans and picked me up. To a carriage.
I carried her to the hay and laid her there.
She sounds asleep... A pretty face...
I fixed her wound on her head.
This day was the scariest for everyone but to me... I loved it.

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Continued to work for the people who saved me.
I find myself helping everyone, curing their pain and wounds.
Thanks to my parents knowledge.
I'm a bit worried of them..
Are they eaten already?
I went out and took a break to think...
Suddenly I saw Ellie running towards me.
I was surprised that the people I helped are killers.
Without much thought we ran again.
After that we hid under a rock, but after they left... Ellie was crying.
She stabbed someone.
But she did that for safety and to keep herself safe.
I tried my best to comfort her.
Then unexpectedly she...
Likes me..?
She likes me?
I confessed her back..
This was really unexpected.

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My dream was very... Different.
I dated with Ellie, got married, and people who looked like a duplicate of me and Ellie.
One thing for sure is that
I want to see her in a white dress...
I want to wear a suit and adore her.
She's the one who made me feel alive...
Oh Ellie...
You don't know how much I really love you.
Safe to say that I already liked you before I even knew your name.
Haha...
Love you Ellie.

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The journal lies on the very corners of the forest...
Its book cover is scattered with blood.
A small thing
In a big forest.
It's a maze
A maze of uncertainty.
A maze of things that everyone thinks you are like.
But he is not like that
Instead he covers it up
In his journal
Nor his heart but everything to seal the pain.
The forest is known for its tall trees, beautiful scenery, and of course it's animals.
But everyone ignores the living things in it.
Animals can be brutal.
We are brutal.

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They meet up and reunite once again.
In a different transformed world.

"It's okay to forget the ones who are gone, but it's difficult to forget the ones who changed."

It is a pleasure of you to take the time to read my story.
Thank you for reading!