Metanoia

27

Kamala pov...

It's around five in the morning and I'm working. I'm at the office and I don't really have anything better to do at the moment but I need to sleep. So, that's why I'm going home. I exit the building and walk over to my car.

"Do you want to go somewhere?" I turn around and see Jay. I look at him confused, "Huh?" Why is here? Especially this early in the morning. "I want to take you somewhere." He smiles, putting his hand out for me to hold.

"Now? At this time?" He grabs my hand and pulls me to his car. "It won't take that long anyway."

What the...?

Time skip...

A beach?

He took me to a beach. Wow.

"Why are we here?" I asked, looking at him. "To watch he sunrise." he looks at me and I pause in footsteps. I could be sleeping right now, in fact I could still be working right now.

"Kamala, loosen up. Your so serious about everything." He puts his arm around me, pulling me closer to him. I sigh, looking out to the sea. Hmm, well it is pretty. "I'm sorry." I look Jay. "I didn't mean to compare myself to Ashton. To a three year old." he chuckled, shaking his head.

"I don't know why I said those things but it will never happen again. I know you love Ashton more than anything in the world; you would die for him. I was mad that you didn't think of me while you were gone. I was thinking about you twenty-four seven but it wasn't vice vursa.

I love you and I realised that when I cried myself to sleep one night thinking something bad must have happened to you." I grabbed his hand and entwined our fingers. "Jay, I thought of you. I really did I just thought it would be best if i finished work then came back home to talk to you but that was stupid."

It was.

"I won't do it again. I'll make to pick up your calls and call you if this does happen again." I stand in front of him. "And I love you too." he smiles, grabbing my face. "Can I be your boyfriend?" I smile. "Can I be your girlfriend?" he kisses me and I kiss him back.

We move in sync with each other. His arms wrap around my body while mine go around his neck. He all of a sudden picks me up making me squeal, "Ah, put me down, คุณงี่เง่า!" He puts me down and looks at me confused.

T: You idiot!

"You cussed at me, didn't you?" I shrug, walking away. "Kamala, you need to teach me Thai so I know what your saying!" he shouts behind me. "I'll get Ashton to teach me then!" I smile.

"Ashton only understands, he can barely speak it!"

Time skip...

"Ay, move your head!" Trinity pushed my head off her shoulder and I slumped onto whoever's lap. I open my eyes and see Carver making me scream. I immediately sat up, "What are you doing?!" i yell and he laughed. "What am I doing? You sat inbetween us and fell asleep on her shoulder."

I roll my eyes and look at Trinity, "Go sleep in your bedroom, I'm working." she waved me off without looking up at me. I sigh, "I'm not loved anymore." She looks up at me and I fake wiping a year. She rolled her eyes making me smile.

I stand up and start leaving. I really need to sleep. I haven't slept properly in days.

I enter the kitchen since I'm all of a sudden hungry. "Ah, your back from work. How was is it?" I nod at Koae. "Fine, thank you." I mumble, looking at Ashton as he plays with his car. I sat in the seat in front of him and kissed his cheek.