Hi guys. This book is my first book.
Love we all deserve.....
Fictional man we all deserve....
To understand us.......
To find us........
Be a part in my journey.
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"It's weirdly sunny day.. why is it sunny. I have to go to college as soon I really suffocate at my home."
I quickly went into bathroom and took shower. After I ate some pasta and quickly change into a pink kurti paired with bracelets and jhumkas and a wide jeans. I looked into mirror and someone came whispering over my ear " You look pretty beta ( child ) " my mom of course. Thanks mamma ( mother ) I said
Without thinking about anything I went in my car thinking "how bad day now I am gonna have because it's usually my panic attacks or anxiety or even some times I collapsed like why broo .. "
I left my cab and there are 2 of my friends. Moni and aditi I love them but they also don't know about me that much as I am so scared.
We went to our class and they were very noisy. I took my phone and my earpods on and listen my fav song "HUMDARD" I wish my humdard came to me fast.
After the lecture I tried closing my eyes but ohh hell they are back. I ran to bathroom washing my hands and face begging not to come them . " My attacks , they have more mood swings than I will ever have " I cried but I calm myself as usual . I put a game smile on and get outside only feeling noise and hatred towards my heart.
After eating my lunch I went to a wide rose garden that was my fav place I sat down calm my mind not thinking about negative thoughts and then I received a slap on my stomach. I clench.. it was aditi'hand. I relaxed that she was here I hugged her immediately.
"What happened to you bitch" she asked "Nothing just felt like a hug" I replied with my trembling voice "You know sweetheart you can hide your pain with your words .. but these eyes I can see entire pain " she almost have a tear on her eye
She is my friend since 11th class and was very sweet to me always I love her yes I definitely do ..
I looked at her and
"Look at me bitch.. I am fine it's just my past I am sorry I made u felt that way" I said hugging her more tighter " Why you always say sorry bitch " She asked and I got frozen
I don't but it's my weird habbit to say sorry and thanku always
I looked at her and said "wanna drink some coffee" "Of course dear" she said and I chuckled
"FUCK THIS" I heard someone was yelling.. of course Jacinta that bitch is just a attention seeker. I hate her I hate her so much I can't describe.
"What happened" suddenly I pulled out my thoughts and began listening to aditi. "Nothing" I smirked "Such a bipolar bitch you are" she laughed
We walked again in rose garden why flowers are so beautiful yet so short lived
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I took some pictures with flowers.
"Do u know bitch" she said "What babe" I asked with a smirking lips "There is a billionaire boy come into our college and Jacinta is crushing on him ever everyone is crushing over him he is damn hot and sexy broo" she said with excitement "Wait you said billionaire" I asked with confusion "Am hm"she nodded "Why in the college then"we both laughed "His reasons" she said and I said ooooooo "CHINMAY ANAND" I looked at her "His name" I clenched
To be really honest his name was hot and so dominating but why do I care
"Am hm" we both laugh at my actions "Goo try on him you brat" I said "He is rude but still hot" she got red
Now seriously who is this guy but i don't care I believe in fictional love only and from that I have to go to library for my book stock
"Wanna go to library" I asked "Not a good time to read smut darling" I nodded "Still they are my everything" I smiled "Ok let's go then babe I don't want you to be sad" I hugged her again may be she in my comfort place.
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