Secret Jealousy (Felix x Reader)

Getting to know him

You wake up, surprisingly, earlier than your alarm. You were excited to see felix again because today you get to do more exotic makeup for him. You knew you could be closer to him longer, maybe even strike up a conversation with him.

     You finally make it to work, traffic was horrible but you managed to be on time. Walking in the JYP building you can see Felix in the common area. Trying to hurry, so you don't get distracted, you go into the elevator. Level 4

"Wait up Y/N! I need to go with you!"

      He looks at you with such a caring look. You felt like he didn't need to go with you, rather, he just wanted to go with you. But, you didn't want to jump to conclusions, he sees so many other girls right...?

       Felix walked towards the elevator with you. You two got in and he got close, really close. There was a whole elevator but he chose to be shoulder-to-shoulder with you. The physical contact made you slightly blush.

~Felix POV~

    I was getting my daily boba tea and she walked in. She's new but I have...feelings for her? I don't know if I do, I mean I just met her. I don't even know what shes like?? I'm not allowed to date her or anything even if i did like her.

"Wait up Y/N! I need to go with you!"

My heart is pounding so fast. She is so sweet and beautiful. I stand really close to her in the elevator. If I do like her, I'll feel something when we have physical contact...a little can't hurt...right...?

    While I was spiraling about being so close, I could see her blush, it was so visible. Oh my god she's so cute I'm going to lose it.

The elevator ride didn't last that long sadly. Once we arrived on floor 4, I had to separate myself from her.

~Your POV~

You walk out of the elevator and head to the room to start his make up. You can feel yourself burning up from being so close to him. Felix sits down at your station with you and you start doing his makeup.

You couldn't help but look in his eyes while you did his makeup. You looked down at his lips. They were fresh with gloss over them, making them look so delicate. He saw you looking at his lips, he stared at yours, he wanted to kiss them. But that contract is the only thing stopping him.

"Uhm.. I'm done with...."

You stopped mid sentence, noticing him looking at your lips intently. You both really wanted to kiss each other but knew you couldn't.

"Y/N, would you like to uhm... do my make-up at my house?"

Felix whispered, you could tell he didn't want anyone else to know. You nod your head yes at him, and with that he stood up and started walking towards the door. He had to finish shooting a video.

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J - OH MY GOD
BRO I KNOW

A - Y/N DID YOU HOOK
ME AND JESS UP YET FREAK

         NO NOT YET IM TRYING
                                                   IM WORKING ON IT

J - Y/N you better get
me a bf STAT

A - Yeah Y/N you better
get me one too

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    After texting Ali and Jess, you went to where felix was shooting and waited for him to finish. He looked so good while he was dancing, he's so into it and he loves it so much. The way he jokes with the other members makes your heart flutter. He finally finishes up he walks you out to his car.

His car is grey and has dark tinted windows. No one can see inside. Felix parks in his own area so it's pretty closed off and private.

He opened the passenger side for you. When the door opened you were hit with the a floral smell, it also kinda smelt like baby powder. And you loved it so much, it suits him.

"Sorry if its kinda messy in there."

You could tell that he was nervous. But you guys were only going to do make-up...right...?

       On the way there felix was playing some slow R&B music, you both share the same taste in music. And honestly this was making you want him more, especially his lips. The way you two were sharing glances at each other's lips, and now you're in his car...going to his house.

       You couldn't help but look at him while he drives. The way he looks when he focuses, his eye brows furrowed and he has such a tense stare on the road. He drove with one arm on the wheel and the other on the gear shift. You wanted him to put his hand on you thigh, rather then the gear shift.

      Felix lived 20 minutes away from JYP Entertainment, so it felt like the car ride was lasting forever, not that you were complaining. You guys were almost to his house, he started to move his hand and you could tell he wanted to touch your thigh, he got scared though and acted like he was getting his drink from the cup holder.

"uh you can uhm...touch my.. thigh if thats what you were trying to do..."

Your heart was beating so fast, and so was his. He looked shocked when you it but he took his chance and grabbed your thigh, still paying attention to the road. When he grabbed your thigh he squeezed. Hard. He seemed like he was needy for something but of course, I'm just going to do his make-up...

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WORD COUNT : 952

AUTHORS NOTE : If you have read this far ILY ❤️ The next chapter is gonna have fluff so be ready! Im working on more chapters so there should be more soon! I'm not sure how many I'll do yet🔥 THANK YOU FOR READING 🔥