𝑯𝒆𝒂𝒍 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒖𝒏𝒔𝒆𝒆𝒏 𝒔𝒄𝒂𝒓𝒔/ ℙ𝕠𝕖𝕥𝕣𝕪

31. QUIET AND COMFORTABLE SILENCE

I like to be with someone in quiet and comfortable calm, where I don't need to incessantly talk;
we can lie on the ground in peace and the room would not fill with an unforeseen fog.

The urge to speak,
The urge to murder the silence;
Because it feels too suffocating,
In the complete serenity, it seems like a moment of violence.

So I need a person with whom I don't always have to say something;
To kill the awkwardness,
It doesn't give a scare but still they sting.

A person who feels like peace,
We could sit together for hours without a single word;
Consuming our positive energy, our love,
And silence is not at all absurd.

I like being quiet,
I feel comfortable in silence;
I like without uttering a single word,
Yet there's an unseen guidance.

So I crave these moments,
But unfortunately I've never experienced one;
I have been in a room full of people so many times, and every time I just wanted to run.

I feel tired talking too much,
I feel tired being extremely nice all the time;
Don't get me wrong I'm a great person,
Yet smiling more than necessary still feels like a crime.

Maybe someday there would be a situation where I feel cozy while being quiet;
This is still a dream,
and maybe one day I'd live this, I hope i might.

I crave comfort,
And I'm still on a search for it;
So I like to be alone in my room,
playing guitar and knit.

Being alone is easy,
Until the right person comes;
A romantic song plays along with violin and my heart excitedly hums.