I am never letting you leave... (Third.R X Sovdiet Union

20.

Reich lift up with a headache and a hickeys on his neck "he took advantage of my drunk ass...SOWJET!"

Immediately doors open with Russian looked at him panicked "What happened?!"

"What did you do?!" Reich frown

It was almost 3am as Soviet place Reich gently on the bed undressing him. German watch as his hands slowly unbutton his shirt

"Be gentle..."

Soviet was only getting redder "I am gentle"

"No your not you will rip it" he whined

"It's okey" Russian smiled and put down a shirt then took off the belt. Taking off pants too looking at the legs of his lover. They looked so soft. But his staring was short as German moved them and role to the bed laying on his stomach looking at Soviet like he was waiting for him. Russian only looked at his butt and took his own clothes being in boxers. Then move getting on top pinning him down "...Darling"

"Mm..?" Reich gently placed his hands on his cheeks "you feel like burning"

"I am burning" he band down and started kissing Reich's neck bitting it making hickeys "I am burning with passion...and lust"

Reich moved hands on his shoulders and let him. But then felt a hand under him getting inside his boxers and touching his butt and taking them off leaving him finally naked. Soviet was on top looking down at him with big eyes "Fuck, I will go insane...I will-"

But his voice stop hearing a little sniff "I don't wanna do this" Reich put hands on his face and started crying still being affected by alcohol "I don't wanna have sex with you!"

"Darling..."

"I don't wanna do it!" He looked at Soviet with his eyes looking scared "...I don't..."

"Then why did you let me take off your boxers..."

"You went to fast!" He moved and put his foot on Soviet's chest pushing him even tho it was useless "Get off me! I can't breathe!"

Soviet sigh feeling disappointed but only moved away "I will go to the bathroom for a moment" and that's what he did having a massive boner in his boxers

"You stared crying and pushed me off. Even tho I really wanted to do it"

"Fuck off "

Soviet walk over hugging his lover and pushed on the bed hugging him tightly "you don't need to be scared of having sex with me"

"I am not"

"You kinda are" he got a big smile "is that because of my massive dick"

"Your now grandpa dick"

"You didn't even see it-"

"I don't wanna" Reich snuggles more in him and sigh cuddling "don't fucking do stuff like that...it just makes us take a step back as a couple...I now don't trust you to drink aroud you"

"Fuck you- I didn't do anything"

"You tried to"

"You kissed me first"

"You were stubborn"

"Because I wanted a kiss after seeing you laugh...can I get another"

"No" Reich got up and went to the bathroom to take a shower

Soviet whine but let him. He got up to peek just a little bit stopped himself and left to the living room "if he sees me that will ruin a little progress we made. Especially after yesterday...so at the end it's good that I didn't push it farther or he would hate me...and he can't hate me..."

Later on they were in living room wanting a movie Soviet chose. It was made after Reich was already dead. They were again touchy and cuddling the whole time witch Soviet still being able to see all the hickeys he made the prior night

"This is boring. I don't like comedies"

"I know, but it's a good one"

"Turn it off. Or just put on a music"

Soviet sigh and listen putting on some slow classic. He then looked at his lover who was snuggled between his man boobs "you become more lovable"

"Mm...? No, I didn't"

"You did, even before all you never cuddles me this much. Maybe when we were kids"

"I did that then because of a pity"

"I-...that hurts finding out years later"

"Sorry, but you coming to me bleeding from somewhere and then sitting there silent hugging your knees was not a really beautiful sighting"

"Okey, just continue"

"I wasn't planning on stopping" Reich got up "but I will go paint now"

"What- no come back, I am lonely. Also you warmth a place"

"Get a blanket" he wanted to the garage as Soviet followed like a puppy

Soon German was sitting down painting having Soviet's head on his thigh and arm wrapped aroud one leg. They were both silent but didn't stop touching. It was still Soviet who was refusing it but also Reich on some point for letting it

Clock hit one in the morning finally as Soviet yawl "go to bed" German said

"No..I wanna stay here...and with you"

"When do you wake up?"

"7:00/7:00am"

"Why-?"

"My body is used to it. So let's go to bed and make out"

"What? We didn't do it before why would I start doing it now"

"When I came back from bathroom we were making out until you felt asleep"

"I don't remember that"

"You were half asleep"

"You fucking-"

"But I didn't pull you in. You pulled me in and was mumbling how much you loved me the whole time"

"Ugh, still no"

"Do you want a tea"

"You are going to put sleeping pills in it again" Soviet stay silent "Just get me the fucking pills I will drink them"And Russian listened

Soon they were in bed with Soviet sleep having his arms wrapped around Reich who was still awake staring at the calling "am I making a mistake letting him get this close...but I like it...even tho what happened was kinda fucked up" he sigh and turn works hugging Soviet back "I did worse to him" he moved his hand on Soviet's stomach caressing it "...a lot worse" he gentle whispers

"That's where you stabbed me" Soviet opened his eyes gently and sleepy "it's okey...calm down" German was staring at him with sad eyes"...I forgive you"

"What about when I shot myself..."

"No, I can't forgive you...that day changed me as a person...and that kiss"
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