"Achromatic little life / that's how it feels all the time / I wiped the lens and nothing changed, yeah / Solitary state of mind / built to breakdown by design / Who the hell gave me the reigns?
I've lost my new perspective / My brain is still infected / Oh, my god, I apologize in advance
I'll overextend my stay / can't operate unless I'm in my own way / Is it nice to see the bright side? / Cause I haven't seen the sun in days / all I see is gray, gray
These persistent little doubts / chew me up and spit me out / Went by the book but skipped a page
I've lost my new perspective / Got help, now I forget it / Oh, my god, I apologize in advance
I'll overextend my stay / can't operate unless I'm in my own way / Is it nice to see the bright side? / Cause I haven't seen the sun in days / all I see is gray, gray
Lost my new perspective / Think maybe I'm regressive / Need love but I reject it / thought by now I'd learn my lesson / My own self-deception / subject to my depression / Haven't seen the sun in days, all I see is gray / gray, gray / gray. gray, gray
I'll overextend my stay / can't operate unless I'm in my own way / Is it nice to see the bright side? / Is it nice to see the bright side? / Cause I haven't seen the sun in days / all I see is gray, gray."
- "Gray" by Taylor Acorn (2024)
this is probably my favorite song of this year so far. it's been such an anchor throughout these last few months and effortlessly describes how i feel in relation to my depression.
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aly's playlist - the songs of my life
Randomto help process my emotions, i like to write out the lyrics of my favorite songs/songs that apply to my current situation, whatever that may be. this book acts as a place to put all of those lyrics, simply so i can look back on them when i need to...
