30. Got No Response

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It had been a few days since we got back from Baltimore, and I kept my word to Kay and I called and checked in more, although sometimes she wouldn't even answer my call, saying; "you're disrupting my music."

But from what she told me they were still together and it hadn't gotten better, but instead, it got worse, me punching my sperm donor, apparently made him more hostile. I told Kay to call me immediately if he did anything to her or Dre and I would drop whatever I had going on to make sure that they were safe.

I don't know if he ever laid hands on them but it's better safe than sorry. And I realized that Kay was right (I'll never admit that to her) but she was right, I shouldn't care about what he does or what she (mom) does, and if she wants to stay with him then that's her choice.

Moving on from them talking to Jess had been a bit different, obviously, it was different, I even hired a company to send her flowers that would get delivered to her in the morning and I didn't even get a text.

But I'd like to give her the benefit of the doubt that she was teaching a class, (which doesn't even make sense) I sent the flowers and had them delivered at a specific time one when I knew it wouldn't wake her and it wasn't as soon as she was leaving but it was in the middle so as if she was getting dressed or whatever but I got nothing.

I texted her to ask how her day was going at 12 something and I didn't get a response (it's 5 40 ish now) which means it's about to be 9 pm for her.

I knew she would need time but I didn't think her ignoring me was a part of that. Had I'd known she was gonna ignore me I would've put more effort in to show I was sorry. Which I think I did a good job at but I guess not.

I was trying not to let it affect me but I did want to talk to her and I wanted to try and work things out, but thinking about it that probably meant I should've stayed and not gone however many miles Cali is from Baltimore.

But I'm not gonna make a rash decision and get a flight back to Baltimore cause she's not answering my texts. I just wish she would answer me even if it is to tell me she wants nothing to do with me.

And nowww moving on from that Kehlani had come over earlier and no we didn't have sex we just talked and smoked a blunt. I honestly enjoyed her company and we were friends before the 'distraction' deal and I hadn't seen her in a while so it was nice.

But now I was home alone listening to music and on Instagram Live. I was in the kitchen sitting at the island in the middle of the room. I had a juice box watching as the comments came in.

One in particular caught my eye, "24 and still drinking out of juice boxes? 😂"

I let the straw fall from my mouth after reading it out loud, "And? I'm 24 and do shit most of yall would say is "childish" you're just boring." Some people started to defend me and I just laughed.

Did You Wrong came on and I got up from my seat to throw the now empty juice box in the trash, and Pleasure P did his little monologue.

"I don't wanna lose this relationship so we gotta stay strong don't wanna move on" I go over to my speaker and turn it up a little my neighbors probably hate me then sitting down again while singing the lyrics.

"Who's my favorite R&B singer?" I read off a comment, before answering, "I have a few actually, I love Jagged Edge, USHER, Kehlani, Jon B., Brandy, Jodeci, Mariah Carey, Ne-Yo, Dru Hill, August Alsina, Bryson Tiller.. I could go on but you get it."

They start to put song recommendations by some different artists and I tell them I'll check them out, "Yall want me to dance?" I ask with a laugh seeing all the comments of them saying "Yeah" "aight I got yall after this song."

I grabbed my phone and stood up doing a little spin tripping over my foot, "shit." I laughed as I caught myself on the counter. Singing along to the lyrics.

"No matter what you do no matter what you say no matter how far you go don't take your love away because I love you and girl I want you and girl I need you so let's just work it out"

Then it goes on with him saying time a couple of times, "I wonder how many takes that took. Cause I get tongue-tied sometimes trying to say it."

Then again it's him and his little monologues, then the song again, "I did you wrong you did me wrong I'll take you you take me back"

The song comes to a close and the next is Grind with Me by Pretty Ricky. "Fuck." I cured under my breath remember.

I laughed loudly after catching a comment before it passed, "MY DREAMS ARE COMING TRUE 😍"

"I'm flattered that you dream of me." I set my phone up again to take off my shirt, leaving me in my wife beater t-shirt along with some basketball shorts.

Another comment that made me laugh as I put my shirt to the side. "SHE TOOK OFF THE SHIRT HOLY SHITTT" I sighed a breathy laugh leaving my mouth,

"Baby, grind on me relax your mind, take your time on me, let me get deeper, shorty, ride on me, now come and sex me till your body gets weak"

I rolled my hips pointing to the camera while sticking my tongue out a little before laughing at myself.

"When I get em I make em say (oh) sex be my day (job)
I hit em in the back of my (car) make em ride like a see (saw)"

I move my hips sensually while biting my lip before slowly getting lower, doing my best to keep a straight face. I then cut it out on the sexual dances and just had fun until the song was over.

Once it went off I'm N Luv (Wit A Stripper) by T-Pain then came on and I went and sat down on my couch laughing at all the comments passing through.

"Im pregnant 🤰" "I'm tryna get that treatment gahdamn" "I just KNOW them back shots go CRZY"

"Fucking wild." I said shaking my head, pretending to think for a moment, "But you ain't wrong. BYE!" Then I ended the live.

"Got the body of a goddess got eyes, butter pecan brown, I see you, girl"

I pick up my shirt and take it to my room to put with the rest of my dirty clothes. The next second I hear a knock at my door. Must be the pizza I ordered.

I walk out of my room bobbing my head to the music, "I'm in love with a stripper she popping, she rolling, she rolling she climbing that pole and"

But then run back to my room to get the money for the pizza, I get it and run back out and open the door only to be confused when I don't see a pizza person but instead Lizzie.

"Hey?" I say confused, did I text her? Did I tell her where I lived and forgot?

"Hey! Um sorry I know I just showed up unannounced but I texted Calvin and asked if I could come over and he said he wasn't here but you were and I- I could leave if you want-" she rushed out and I didn't register half of it.

"Elizabeth! Calm down please." She stops talking and nods her head, "It's fine that you're here. Really it is I don't mind." She nodded her head and licked her lips, making me stare at them for a second before looking at her lips- eyes I meant eyes. I leant against the doorframe, "But is there a reason for the sudden visit?"

She sighed, before pushing her hair behind her ear, and bit her lip, and said, "I broke up with Robbie." Well damn.

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