Tamar Braxton is a very established and successful business woman. From the outside Looking in it seems like she has it all when she just simply doesn't. She has everything She ever dreamed of except for one thing. A husband. Will her wish every be...
Tamar POV Good morning it's a beautiful day in Calabasas. I just dropped my daughter Macy off to school and now I'm headed to the studio. I haven't been to the studio in a few months because of my blood clots coming back but I really do miss singing before I go, there's something I need to do
I go in my closet, grab the box under all of my clothes and open it and pull out my rose toy.
I need to find a man this loneliness is consuming me. I lay on my bed and put on some adult movies. Then I spread my legs, put the rose right on my clit let it work its magic.
One hour later OK now I'm ready to go.
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-at the studio " when the sky is blue, but it still feels grey in my mind. Where do I go? Where do I hide point me in the right direction Cause I cannot lie don't know why I trust you why still fall for your lies. When will it stop? when will you care, I pray for big hearts and rainbows and love in the air but there are none Instead I get despair come back to me we need you right here"
how was that?" I asked my producer Aman
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" Beautiful as always however, I need more emotion How about another take". I nod my head and give him the OK to start the music again.
" the sky is blue but it still feels gray in my mind. Where do I go? Where do I hide point me in the right direction Because I can't lie don't know why I trust you why I still fall for your lies. When will it stop? when will you care I pray for big hearts and rainbows and love in the air, but there are none instead, I get despair come back to me we need you right here. Your daughter asked for you every day. Where did you go? Why did you leave her one day you'll see her and say where did time go she's getting so big now but you've missed it almost all, her first steps her first words, didn't even have the decency to call. but either way goes I'll make sure her life is perfect. Cause I'll be damn if I let her spend her whole life hurtin"
" OK how about now?" I asked " beautiful, I loved it." he said. " why don't we take a break?" he asked. " fine by me." I smiled and sat next to him " has he called?" I shook my head. " no not within the last six months.
Macy still asks about him every day. He thinks whenever I get on his case about it it's me being bitter, but I just really want him and his daughter to have relationship for her sake. She deserves that much." I express
" speaking of is 330 which means I have 30 minutes to pick her up so I have to go come back tomorrow?" " you know it text me when you get home." " sure thing." I exclaimed.
During my drive to Macy's school I can't stop thinking about Aman.
His smile, his charm his eyes his scent he smells like chocolate hi- Hot damn it's Zaire McKellen. I thought, as I got out the car. He'd been my celeb crush since idk when.
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"excuse me Miss, just wanted to stop and let you know you look beautiful this evening"
got dammit this man is so sexy. " Thank you, Mr. McKellen I am Ta"
" Tamar Braxton yeah, I know who you are and call me Zaire" he says with the smile " well Zaire, you must be here to pick up your daughter"
" I sure am I promised my little princess I would take her to get ice cream today" " her mother must really appreciate you for that" " actually, Mari lives with me, her mother isn't around much"
"MOMMYYYYYYYYY!!!!!"
Soon I hear my angels voice calling my name. "HI BABY GIRLLLLL!!!!" I always greet her with the same amount of energy. It's important to me that my daughter feels seen.
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"hi Maris dad" she said " oh you you guys have met before?" I ask. "Yes once, when I was picking up Mari. Very lovely daughter you have Miss Braxton." damn his voice is so sexy and deep. "Thank you,and please call me Tamar" soon we all hear a loud noise. "DADDY!" "HI PRINCESS" I giggle at how lively and energetic she is" " hi Macy's mom is very nice to meet you." She said, with a smile. " Oh no, beautiful is my pleasure" I exclaimed "do you want to exchange numbers....yk for play dates and stuff" I smiled and gave a slight head nod "I'd love to" we saved each other's numbers and went on our way...whew what a fine piece of man
