Your Love Buried Deep Inside My Disastrous Heart (Poetry)

I'm Falling Down

I'm locked inside a room full of novels
Those stories of tragedy doubles
As it orbits my mind with so much ease
I can't find peace

My kingdom is falling apart
The sword they used to fight is now stabbed in my heart
I felt nothing except the lingering feeling, something anesthesic
But I'm drugged by restlessness, tears that were blood-thick

And I sat and thought
How can your never-ending words conclude?
How can painless pain turn into a dark bruise?
Never have I ever transitioned from violets to black
Because my mind's in attack
Tell me how to save it after that

The silence twinges
The mourning pains
The scratches sting into my brain
How long should I stay in acid rain?
For me to clean my beloved stains
Of my wondering stages
I should've remained

I'm falling down
I'm break my own crown
Failing isn't just a word
It's completely me