𝘽𝙞𝙡𝙡𝙞𝙚 𝘽𝙤𝙨𝙨𝙖 𝙉𝙤𝙫𝙖: 𝗕.𝗘 𝗜𝗠𝗔𝗚𝗜𝗡𝗘𝗦

|𝚆𝚒𝚗𝚍𝚘𝚠|

𝚆𝚘𝚛𝚍 𝙲𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚝 • 𝟼𝟺𝟿

𝙳𝚒𝚜𝚌𝚕𝚊𝚒𝚖𝚎𝚛 • 𝚂𝚝𝚊𝚕𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚐

|𝙾𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚟𝚒𝚎𝚠| 𝙱𝚒𝚕𝚕𝚒𝚎 𝚏𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚜 𝚒𝚗 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎, 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚕𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚈/𝙽, 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚜𝚑𝚎'𝚜 𝚌𝚕𝚞𝚎𝚕𝚎𝚜𝚜 𝚘𝚏 𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚙𝚛𝚘𝚋𝚕𝚎𝚖𝚜.

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𝙱𝚒𝚕𝚕𝚒𝚎'𝚜 𝙿•𝙾•𝚅
In love was an understatement, infatuated is the word. The way her lips move when she speaks, how her body shakes when she laughs, and the tender sound of her voice.

'𝙎𝙝𝙚'𝙨 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙮𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜'

She probably thinks I have a staring problem but she just doesn't understand...just look at her, it's so hard to look away. Letting out a deep breath I find the strength to stare away keeping the perfect image of her in my mind. I wanted her and I wanted her bad.

I stood up from my bench that sat on my porch which perfectly aligned with her windows that lead into her living space and her upstairs bedroom. Sometimes I wonder if she knows, that's why every morning, 8:00 AM sharp, with her silk nightgown still on, she opens the blinds letting the morning sun illuminate her home till 1:00 AM on the dot back in that same nightgown her body melts into perfectly.

Does she have no sense of safety? Does she not know anyone can stalk her through her window? Or does she know on my pass time I watch her like a hawk?

Sometimes she comes outside and waters her plants in the summer heat; wearing that pretty sundress that drives me mad, she knows what she's doing. Down to the smile that she sends me as I 'innocently' sit. Don't even get me started on the small talk, she wants my attention so bad.

Today was one of those days, every Thursday, if it's not raining enough to her standards she comes outside and feeds the plants water herself, wearing a blue sundress, my favorite one, she smiles and waves

" 𝗚𝗼𝗼𝗱 𝗺𝗼𝗿𝗻𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗕𝗶𝗹𝗹𝗶𝗲 " With the sweetest softest voice

" 𝗚𝗼𝗼𝗱 𝗺𝗼𝗿𝗻𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗬/𝗡, 𝗵𝗼𝘄 𝗮𝗿𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘁𝗼𝗱𝗮𝘆? " I answered back

" 𝗜'𝗺 𝗱𝗼𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘄𝗲𝗹𝗹, 𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝗺𝘆 𝗽𝗼𝗼𝗿 𝗯𝗮𝗯𝗶𝗲𝘀 𝗮𝗿𝗲𝗻'𝘁 𝗳𝗿𝗼𝗺 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗹𝗮𝗰𝗸 𝗼𝗳 𝗿𝗮𝗶𝗻 " She half joked

In my years of living, I've never been jealous of plants, except for today

" 𝗜𝘀 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝘀𝗼? " I replied dryly feeling jealousy through my veins; those stupid plants were getting more affection than me

'𝙎𝙝𝙚𝙨 𝙢𝙞𝙣𝙚'

I felt bold, today was the day I had her

" 𝗛𝗲𝘆 𝙪𝙢𝙢, 𝗪𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗺𝗮𝘆𝗯𝗲 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝘁𝗼 𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗲 𝗶𝗻 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝗮 𝗰𝘂𝗽 𝗼𝗳 𝗰𝗼𝗳𝗳𝗲𝗲? 𝗜 𝗳𝗲𝗲𝗹 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝘄𝗲 𝗻𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗰𝗵𝗮𝗻𝗰𝗲 𝘁𝗼 𝘁𝗮𝗹𝗸 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗼𝘂𝗴𝗵 𝘄𝗲 𝗹𝗶𝘃𝗲 𝗿𝗶𝗴𝗵𝘁 𝗮𝗰𝗿𝗼𝘀𝘀 "I offered

She thought for a moment " 𝗬𝗼𝘂 𝗸𝗻𝗼𝘄 𝘄𝗵𝗮𝘁? 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝘀𝗼𝘂𝗻𝗱𝘀 𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗹𝗹𝘆 𝗻𝗶𝗰𝗲 " She smiled, finishing watering her plants, then crossing the street to my house welcoming her inside

                                 ❣︎𝟷 𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚕𝚊𝚝𝚎𝚛❣︎

" 𝗜𝘁'𝘀 𝗯𝗲𝗲𝗻 𝗻𝗶𝗰𝗲 𝗕𝗶𝗹𝗹𝗶𝗲, 𝗜'𝗱 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝘁𝗼 𝗸𝗲𝗲𝗽 𝗰𝗵𝗮𝘁𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝗜 𝗵𝗮𝘃𝗲 𝘁𝗼 𝗴𝗼 𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗱𝘆 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝘄𝗼𝗿𝗸 " Oh I know, don't worry love

" 𝘼𝙬𝙬 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁'𝘀 𝘂𝗻𝗳𝗼𝗿𝘁𝘂𝗻𝗮𝘁𝗲 𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝗜 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲𝗱 𝘁𝗮𝗹𝗸𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘁𝗼 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗴𝗲𝘁𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘁𝗼 𝗸𝗻𝗼𝘄 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗮 𝗹𝗶𝘁𝘁𝗹𝗲 𝗯𝗲𝘁𝘁𝗲𝗿 " I know everything about you

I watched her fiddle with her fingers almost...nervous looking?

" 𝗠𝗮𝘆𝗯𝗲... 𝘄𝗲 𝗱𝗼𝗻'𝘁 𝗵𝗮𝘃𝗲 𝘁𝗼 𝗲𝗻𝗱 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗲, 𝗵𝗼𝘄 𝗮𝗯𝗼𝘂𝘁 𝗱𝗶𝗻𝗻𝗲𝗿 𝘀𝗼𝗺𝗲𝘁𝗶𝗺𝗲? " My heart began to race

" 𝗟𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗮 𝗱𝗮𝘁𝗲? " I questioned

" 𝙈𝙝𝙢𝙢, 𝘆𝗼𝘂'𝗿𝗲 𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘆 𝗯𝗲𝗮𝘂𝘁𝗶𝗳𝘂𝗹 𝗕𝗶𝗹𝗹𝗶𝗲, 𝗜 𝘄𝗮𝗻𝘁 𝘁𝗼 𝗸𝗻𝗼𝘄 𝗺𝗼𝗿𝗲 𝗼𝗳 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗜 𝘄𝗮𝗻𝘁 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘁𝗼 𝗸𝗻𝗼𝘄 𝗺𝗼𝗿𝗲 𝗼𝗳 𝗺𝗲 " She cluelessly explained

" 𝗜 𝘄𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗮𝗰𝘁𝘂𝗮𝗹𝗹𝘆 "

" 𝗪𝗲𝗹𝗹 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝗶𝘁'𝘀 𝗮 𝗱𝗮𝘁𝗲, 𝘁𝗼𝗻𝗶𝗴𝗵𝘁 "

" 𝗧𝗼𝗻𝗶𝗴𝗵𝘁?! "

" 𝗬𝗲𝗮𝗵, 𝗶𝗳 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗱𝗼𝗻'𝘁 𝗺𝗶𝗻𝗱? "

'𝙉𝙤𝙩 𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙗𝙞𝙩 𝙗𝙖𝙗𝙮.'

" 𝗧𝗼𝗻𝗶𝗴𝗵𝘁 𝗶𝘀 𝗽𝗲𝗿𝗳𝗲𝗰𝘁 "

" 𝗧𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝗶𝘁'𝘀 𝗮 𝗱𝗮𝘁𝗲, 𝗜'𝗹𝗹 𝘀𝗲𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗹𝗮𝘁𝗲𝗿 " She brings me into a hug kissing my cheek " 𝗠𝗮𝗸𝗲 𝘀𝘂𝗿𝗲 𝘁𝗼 𝘀𝘁𝗮𝘆 𝗼𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗹𝗼𝗼𝗸𝗼𝘂𝘁 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝘄𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗜 𝘄𝗲𝗮𝗿 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘁𝗼𝗻𝗶𝗴𝗵𝘁 " she whispered

'...𝙎𝙝𝙚 𝙠𝙣𝙤𝙬𝙨.'

" 𝗕𝘆𝗲 𝗕𝗶𝗹𝗹𝗶𝗲 " She walked out swaying her hips, leaving me flustered

She knew this whole time.

𝙰𝚄𝚃𝙷𝙾𝚁'𝚂 𝙽𝙾𝚃𝙴 ✍︎︎
𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚒𝚜 𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚍𝚊 𝚊𝚜𝚜 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚒 𝚏𝚎𝚕𝚝 𝚒𝚗𝚜𝚙𝚒𝚛𝚎𝚍 𝚋𝚢 𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝙳𝙸𝙽𝙴𝚁, 𝚠𝚑𝚒𝚌𝚑 𝚒𝚜 𝚖𝚢 𝚏𝚊𝚟 𝚜𝚘𝚗𝚐 𝚘𝚏𝚏 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚊𝚕𝚋𝚞𝚖 𝚊𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚖𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚝.