Hollow

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Hollow.
Hollow meaning:
Having a hole or empty space inside,
Without real significance or value,
A hole or depression in something.

I believe my mind can be described this way,
Not just my mind, me
There's a black pit inside of me
A black hole devouring life
Black tar filling my veins,
Its tendrils stretching through my body,
My entity, my life, my vessel.

It crawls into my brain, polluting
My thoughts, my creativity, my ideas.
The hole swallows my life force,
Slowly killing me.
The tar fills my lungs,
I cannot breathe.

Anxiety claws at my throat, my chest, my eyes.
Sadness washes over me in looming, destined waves,
Crashing over me again and again and again.
The cycle never ends
It never stops to breathe
I cannot breathe.

My thoughts are killed by a bloody knife in a shadowed hand.
Black blood pools around me, I fall
I lay on the floor,
Anxiety above me
Sadness surrounding me
Tar beneath me
A shadowed figure holds the knife,
I glimpse the reflection and I see
Me.

I hold the knife that rips into my life,
Stabbing stabbing stabbing
Darkness clouds my vision.
An impending storm upon.
I succumb to the battle,
My dead life killed by their sadistic smiles.

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A/N: Icl dude, these exams low-key gettin to me atp 😭

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