Nothing ever has to be the way it is
My imagination battling over
What could be and what has been
Never understanding why
Always making one more push
Until it is never just one more
Finding myself flattened
By the impact
Of my inertia
Against a brick wall
Hoping one day
I might break through
Knowing it is best
To just stop bleeding
![](https://img.wattpad.com/cover/368648449-288-k755427.jpg)