Don't you ever just feel like everything around you is just slowly breaking and you feel like you can't handle anything no more well that's what I feel like. All the emotions I have inside me are soon to explode and I don't know how I'm going to handle it. I'm slowly breaking, each bit at a time, all of me is casually shutting down. Most nights are spent with tears or screaming, I never get a good night's sleep. All my dreams are full of bad memories I don't want to relive. My family are breaking, it's breaking my heart. I can't fix the way they feel but if only I could somehow wake myself up I could then at least try to make peace with my family, or if I can't do that I'd want to fix things with my step dad Renny just to make things easier for my mum. She means a lot to me and seeing her happy makes me happy. But now she is sad and is thinking I am dead. So If somehow I could get a second chance and wake up from this nightmare it would mean so much to me.
I completely forgot Avangelene I never told her the feelings I have for her and now she will probably forget about me and move on with her life. She doesn't need me but I need her. I will probably make her upset every night and cry herself to sleep but I love her and she really needs to know that.
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Teen FictionSome people say laying in bed all day is a good thing but its not when something really bad put you this way. but on the bright side no one will talk to you because they think your an ugly stupid guy, well not anyone everyone thinks that except this...
