The Spoiled One&The Bad Boy

(25) Now I Can Talk

A few days went by before Bucky came back to the hospital he snuck in unnoticed by any of his dad's staff or his aunt's staff. James was doing rounds, he had gone into Reign's room but went into the bathroom to wash his hands. 

He was about to walk out when he heard. 

"Now I can talk without you twisting my words. You got it all wrong Reign..it's not that you aren't good enough for me. It's just that I'm a mess..and you are this bright shiny person. I don't want to change..you are beautiful and you can have any guy in the world you just can't have me." He said 

He looked down.  

"Reign please don't die..and Im sorry that I can't give you what you want from me I just can't. I'm no longer happy with my life and I never will. I wish I could explain it better but I can't. So please don't die..find someone else that will match you." He said then he left. 

James rested his forehead against the bathroom door, as tears fell. He pulled himself together as he walked out. He wiped his face and sniffled. 

"Oh Reign that boy of mine. I wish he could see that he could be happy again if he would just try. He was the biggest Mama's boy out of all my boys. We also use to be close..but anymore he's independent and like I told you wants to be left alone." James said as he checked her vitals.

He made notes on chart then left. James made his way to his private office and slammed the door shut and cried. Delilah came in when a nurse called her. 

"James?" She said 

"You should of heard what your nephew just said to Reign.." he said 

"What happened?" She said 

"He didn't know I was in the bathroom, he told her that he was a mess, and unhappy with his life and that will never change." He said 

Delilah hugged him as James cried "I don't know what to do anymore Dellie..I'm losing my son." 

"Shh..come on little brother pull it together. We are all in this together we are all here for you and we are all trying to help with little J. But you and I both know that you can't make someone get help if they aren't willing to help themselves." She said 

"I know..but he hates me. He blames me I know he does..I wish could tell him the truth. I wish so badly I could tell him that Winnie stopped chemo six months before she died but she made me promise not to tell him." He said 

"I know we were all there when she told us." Delilah said 

"I know she is gone but it still is a promise I made. But I don't know what to do anymore Dellie, he doesn't listen he won't have anything to do with Ophelia or Izzy. I'm scared to see what would happen if I got Ophelia pregnant.." James said as he sat down. 

She sat down beside him, "We have done all we can James it's up to him now." She said 

"Yeah..thanks for coming by Dellie." He said 

"What are big sisters for?" She said as she hugged him.