Uhhhh yeah last time I touched this thing was like. April.
In fact the last update in this fic was...... oh it was June actually lol
BUT UH. POINT IS ITS BEEN HALF A YEAR SINCE I UPDATED THIS FIC. AND HONESTLY.
this shit SUCKS ASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
MAYBE IT WAS GOOD IN HINDSIGHT BUT LIKE. EUGHHH IT FEELS LIKE THOSDE 2020 DEPRESSED SANS UNDERTALE WATTPAD FICS NOW. I DID NOT WRITE THIS WELL AT ALL I DONT LIKE IT.
Like, here's the thing: The original summary for the fic is NOT what happens at all. For the life of me, I could not balance Tsukasa's internal homophobia with his middle school past- and the ame for Rui: rather than having equal focus on him, I feel like I juast ended up diverting all the shit to Tsukasa Tenma. to the point where I just pulled a Mizuki moment on him for NO reason either than 'it would be so awesome... it would be so cool...'
So....... THIS STORY, I fear....
Is cuming to an end.
HOWEVER!!!
This won't actually BE the end of Ruikasa OST- because although this version of the story deserves to rot in hell with Gacha Life red emo gucci bracelets, I WILL be rewriting it!
So that means I'm revising the entire story. Maybe some parts will stay the safe, but for the most of it, I think I'll change a lot of the aspects of the story. There are some things I just added for the sake of 'being angsty', which, honestly, doesn't actually FIT with the story or the characters. And with how much I've grown and realized things about myself, I've learned how to do things better. Angst 101 starts with realizing things about yourself and looking at your favourite characters and grinning evilly.
In the end, I hope that when I revise this and rewrite it properly, it'll turn into something I can show off with pride. But for now- I won't just be leaving you here with whatever the hell this unended shit is!
Thankfully, before I wrote this out, I actually had this weird planner thing that had a quick little summary in jot dots for every chapter. So before I go, I'll be sharing it with you guys and debunking what the fuck it means because it's really poorly written. I'll have one last chapter after this with that very planner, so watch out soon for.... this ig
But uhhh. yeah i guess thats it for now idk lol
bye :] dont die good luck on school and exams and work and life

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