Poems and Others

Just Because I'm Quiet, Doesn't Mean I'm Okay.

Just because I’m quiet, doesn’t mean I’m okay.

It doesn’t mean I’m alright, so don’t walk away.

It’s my loudest cry for help, so come help me please?

I can’t take the pain anymore or these constant fees.

It’s killing me on the inside, but I paint beauty out.

Whenever I think you’re coming back, my heart fills with doubt.

Just because I’m alone, doesn’t mean I’m okay.

No one understands the pain of trying to forget you everyday.

My heart aches for you, but I can’t let you back in.

I want you back but I can’t, you didn’t keep your promise then.

No, no, I can’t just please go I can’t be hurt if your not here.

I can’t break down when you wipe away my tears.

Just because I say I’m fine, doesn’t mean I’m okay.

I’m never going to be fine, I know you won’t stay.

I can’t let you back, no matter what you do.

I have to make myself hate you.

The pain burns me deep inside, but no one can tell.

You promised you wouldn’t let me fall, but I already fell.

Just because I laugh, doesn’t mean I’m okay.

I’ll always remember you no matter what people say.

I hate you; I hate you; I HATE YOU!

But no matter what you do, I’ll always love you too.

I can’t be here and remember you if I want to be strong.

My mind said no, but my heart said it was wrong.

Just because I smile, doesn’t mean I’m okay.

You were the most important part to my day.

Now I’m hurt and painted on the outside.

Deep down in my heart, I believe that I died.

I have to forget you it’s no longer healthy for me.

But no matter what I do, you’re all I see.

Just because I seem happy, doesn’t mean I’m okay.

I asked you for one simple thing, just to stay.

Hold the shattered pieces of my heart.

Baby, I’ve loved you from the very start.

You promised me you’d never leave.

But where are you now? I thought I could believe.

Just because I’m here, doesn’t mean I’m okay.

I will never ever forgive you for walking away.

You broke me apart and lied.

Baby I believed you but now I swear I died.

You’re no where to be found, but now it’s my turn to go.

The blades at my knees and I just want you to know….

I hate you, and I’ll never forgive you for walking away.

But I still love you every single day.