Nick and Charlie-one shots

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Charlie's pov:

First day of school, yay..

I'm not prepared. I've missed a lot of school and have so much work to catch up on. Although Tao has been kind enough to bring me all the work I missed- I still have a lot missing work left.

It was really hard telling all of my friends about it. Especially because I never tell them anything about my mental health. A lot of them were crying- like a lot. Everyone was very supportive though. I'm really lucky to have them.

I walk into the building and my heart beats faster. God this is so hard. But it's just a place Charlie. A place has no significance. I turn the corner and see Nick walking towards me.

"Hi!" He hugs me tightly before giving me a peck on the lips.

"How are you feeling char?" He asks while touching my arm. I look down at my feet.

" not the best but-I'm trying." He smiles at me and I smile back. We walk to our first class holding hands.

"Charlie why were you out for so long?"

"Is everything okay?"

A lot of questions today but I just made something up.

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After school ends I'm absolutely exhausted.
I don't know how I did it before. The whole gang decided to hang out at my house after school. My parents gave me the house to hang out with them. I think because they feel bad, but it works anyways.

We all take the bus together while talking about our day. Though they kept staring at me and asking if I was alright.

"Yes Darcy I'm alright." She nods and continues to talk about how she's a hidden vampire who flees into the night, she's honestly the funniest person I'd ever met.

Nick sits next to me and places his hand on my thigh, he slightly rubs it and bring my face to his and kisses me. I put my hands around his hair while he grabs my cheek, he then continues to deepen the kiss.

Tao clears his throat loudly as everyone laughs.
"Get a room you two!!" Tao pretends to gag as he says that. We stop kissing and laugh at them.

"As if you don't do that with elle!" Nick says pointing at them. Tao smirks and they all continue to talk again.

We finally get to our stop and get off. I open the door and we all walk up to my room. Going into my room now still makes me uncomfortable but Geoff said it was normal.

I step inside with Nick and look back confused. Everyone is outside the door.

"Is everything okay?" I ask with a shaky voice. Do they not want to come in because of what.. happened here?

"Yeah just uh- yeah." Tao says before slowly walking in. Everyone follows after him.

"Guys. It's okay if your uncomfortable. We can go downstairs."

"No it's okay Charlie, it's just weird." Tao says while sitting on the ground with everyone else.

The room is silent. I should've just told them to hang out in the living room instead. I'm such an idiot.

I start crying. I'm not sure why but I do. I'm in my bed as I sob into my hands. Nick sits next to me and rubs my back before hugging me.

"I'm-s-so sorry. I don't know why I did what I did. I was just struggling and I just thought that was the only escape- I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry." I start to cry harder and feel a lot of people hug me.

They start crying as well.

Tao is crying the most. He laughs before saying, "it's okay Charlie. But do that again and I will kill you" I laugh slightly and hug him back.

"I'm sorry for making you all cry." I wipe my tears.

"I think we all needed it Charlie it's okay." Issac (Aled) says while smiling slightly.

"You guys are really the best friends I could ask for." I look at all of them before resting my head on nicks shoulder.

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After the gang left, me and Tori went downstairs to watch a movie together. We haven't done it since- well you know, since I tried to kill myself.

"How about beauty and the beast?" I spit out any movie that comes to mind.

"Ew no." She eventually finds a movie and puts it on.

The movie is interesting. It's not sooo interesting I can't take my eyes off it but it's good enough. A character then talks about their suicide attempts. Oh great, very much appreciated. dumb movie.

I hear sniffles and look to my side confused. Tori's hair is all over her face and tears are running down her face.

"Uh-Tori?" I ask moving next to her.

"G-god Charlie. Why would you do that?" Her voice is all shaky. Figures. We haven't talked about it yet. I was hoping she would just forget about it.

But who can forget about it?

I take the remote and pause the movie.

I go to hug her tightly and I myself start crying again .

"I'm sorry Tori. It isn't anything you did. I swear." I whisper in her ear as she hugs me back.

"You do that again and I'll literally beat you up." I laughs slightly.

"I don't say it enough and I'm sorry Charlie. But I fucking love you. I'm so glad your still here." I cry more at her words. I never really noticed how it affected everybody.

"I love you more Victoria."

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I don't think I really understand the extent of what I did until now. But this is my second chance to really get better. For me, for Nick, for Tori, for my parents, for tao for everybody. This time I will be better, this time I'll ask for help and for anything I need.

This time I will try to be better. I'll be better and have an amazing life with Nick and my family. I love everyone so much and would also be devastated if they left me. I thought nobody cared about me, but I'm wrong.

A lot of people do.

This is Charles springs-signing out.

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